liza koshy&david dobrik. ~COMPLETED~

Chapter 16,the choices

AN: Heyyy!!! I was gonna upload tomorrow buttt the story hit 500 reads! Thank you sooo much for that! So I'm gonna upload today to celebrate. You know, every more read I get makes me more happy. So thank you for taking the time to read this! -xx-

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Liza's POV

"The bad news is.. When we made an x-ray of you, we found some spots that not belong in you're body. When we tested your blood we took from you, we found cancer cells. I'm afraid it's metastasized, and we can't do anything about it. What we know now is that it's in your gullet, bowels, stomach and your blood. It will spread itself untill it stops your heart. I'm afraid we can't do anything to save you." The doctor says. David and I are both shocked. I started crying halfway the story.

L: How long do I have?

Doctor: That's another thing we'll have to discuss.

L: Tell me.

Do: Well you can choose. We think you'll have 4/5 weeks. We can do a chemo, then you'll probably have 8/9 weeks. But if you do that you will be feeling sick this whole time. When we do nothing you will as I said have 4/5 weeks, but you will die certainly and maybe painfull. The last thing you can choose is do euthanasia, you can pick a date and choose who's with you or what you're doing. I'll give you time to think about your options.

When the doctor leaves I cry, hard. I can hear and see that David's crying to. He sits on my bed and hugs me. "What do you want to do?" He says when we both calmed down a little. "I don't know. I think I'm going for euthanasia. When I do chemo I'll be living a little longer but I'll feel sick. I think I want to live shorter but more normal then." I say. After we discuss it for a while we agreed that euthanasia is the best option. We tell the doctor when he comes in. "Ok, we can pick a date for the moment then." He says. "If we choose a day, a nurse will come to your house or where ever you want, she'll give you a medicine that will work in like 2 minutes. You can drink it." He adds. "What day do you want babe?" David says. "Hm let's see. Maybe september 6th." I say. "Yes sure. I'll say it to the nurse. You can go home now, there's nothing more we can do for you right now. Ohw, and remember that you will get weak very soon. I wish you the best possible" We thank the doctor as he walks away. David helps me standing up and putting my normal clothes on. 

David's POV

I walk to Skylar's room where Gabbie and Zane already packed her stuff and dressed her in normal clothes. "David what's wrong?!" Gabbie asks when I come in with a tear stained face. I tell them what's happening and Gabbie starts crying, I can see Zane's holding it back. Then Liza walks in, crying. Gabbie and Zane both hug her and then Zane cries to. "Daddy what's wrong?" Sky then asks. Oh my god, I forgot about Sky for a sec. I'll have a kid on my own. Liza will not see her first boyfriend or when she gets married. I blush, not knowing what to say. I look at Liza. "Okay sit down baby, mom and dad need to tell you something." "We'll leave you alone." Gabbie says while she and Zane walk out the door. "Look honey. Mommy has a bad thing inside her. It's evil and mom is not resistant against it. She will get a little weaker, and then she will not be there anymore." Liza starts crying harder as I tell Sky this. "Do you understand babe?" I ask her. Sky nods but I can see on her face that she has no idea of what I'm talking about. You can't blame her for that, she's only 2 years old. "Come on babe, we're going home." I say as I lift her up.

*Time lapse.*

We're sitting on the couch. Skylar's asleep. Liza just facetimed her parents in Houston to tell them. We also called everyone from the crew and told them, they were all very shocked and sad. We're watching netflix now but then all off sudden Liza begins to cry. I turn off the movie and turn to her. "What's wrong babe?" I ask her, I know it's dumb because I know what's wrong but okay. "I just realized I'm not going to see Skylar growing up. I'll not talk with her about her first kiss or help her with her homework." She says. I put her on my lap and she cries on my shoulder. "And I'm leaving you behind with a little kid. I can totally understand if you hate me right now." She says sobbing. "Babe look at me." I say while I put up her chin. "I will never, understand, NEVER hate you. I have loved you for a very long time and I will not stop loving you. Even when you're not here anymore. And about Sky, I'll try my hardest best to raise her good and learn her everything. And I will make sure she'll never forget you. I'll tell her everything I know about you when she asks." I say. She looks at me and then bursts out in tears. "I love you so much David." "I love you to babe, now we're going to bed. It was a long day."