Chapter 7
Jordan's Point of View
Saturday
Man like me woke up at like 1 in the afternoon. I had nothing planned out today so I thought I'll just stay in yard or meet up with Brian and jam or sum think. So I got up put my bed and everything. Had a bath, creamed myself put my clothes on and my chains and rings and spread myself with my perfume. I went downstairs to see what mum was up to.
"Good afternoon mum" I said.
"Oh sleepy head is finally awake?" she asked.
"Yeah man. What you doing today?" I asked her.
"Well I'm going to go out shopping, You can come if you want" she asked.
I had to seriously think about that cause number one my mum shops for hours and it's boring, number two she could buy me something and number three I ain't got nothing to do cause I don't even want to go to Brian's yard.
"Well since I ain't got nothing to do I might as well spend some time with you. But can we go clothes shopping cause I need things to buy you get me" I said with a smile on my face.
"Okay... lets go am ready" she said. So I went to my room to get my shoes and hat and then I went out the house with my mum to got shopping J
Shannay's Point of View
I was making my way my cousin's house because we wanted to spend the day together cause I ain't seen or spoken to her in like 2 months. So I walking now and I pass Danny's yard and I see him outside it. So am thinking 'shxt' and I started to walk a lot faster so we wouldn't see me walk pass.
"Shannay" heard him say. I closed my eyes and started to cuss in my head and turned around with a fake up smile.
"Hey" I said.
"What... you was gunna talk pass with out saying nothing?" he asked.
I easily could of said no more instead I just remained silent.
"Can we talk please?" he asked.
"Yeah okay" I replied.
"Well come in..."
"Where"
"My house" he said and I just looked at him funny.
"Nah am being serious... I don't want to tell you out here" he said.
"Well am going to my cousins house..."
"it will take a second". That's when I agreed to go in his yard.
"Okay... Say what you have to say cause I don't have that much time" I said.
"Well there ain't much to say but you got a man thinking so much things these past 24 hours and I think I have feeling for you" she said. I just stayed at him... I wasn't expect none of that.
"Well at least say something..." he said.
"So cause we done a thing that's why you have feelings for me?" I asked.
"Well at first I thought about that... but the things I am thinking ain't got nothing to do with pussy. It's real." he said. I wasn't even on that cause I got my one and only Jordan.
"Look... I ain't stupid, I know the dude your dealing with done that coco I see on your head and I will never do that to you. What type of man will do that to their gyal though" he said.
"Listen you don't know anything... he wasn't himself" I snapped.
"What... them excuses like the alcohol done it to me, or the weed done it to me ain't true" he said.
"Well I think the alcohol done it to me and you" I said.
"Well not for your to be that sure Shannay" he said.
"I need to go" I said trying to change the subject. Danny close the door and then grabbed my hands and then put me closer to him. I felt his warm, baby soft hands gently touch my cheeks to my cheek bone. His nice warm breath breathing in my face gently. I looked straight at his greyish-blueishy eyes. I started to feel them old feelings for him spark up. I couldn't believe but I couldn't resist him he was soo sexy.
"I thought I'm your bestie?" I asked him.
"I thought that to but I want you so I don't think this bestie thing is going to work" he said
I couldn't resist him so I just lipsed him and put my arms on his holder holding his neck. It felt so right yet so wrong but I didn't care my feelings was all over the place. He picked me up and at this point my legs are around his waist and we're still lipsing. He was walking somewhere until I sat on a table. I bit his bottom lip as he started creasing his body around my body. He took off his head and then looked me in the eyes. I loved his eyes... OMG.
"So I see what you want" he said. It took me a few seconds to acknowledge what he meant and what I have just done while he was kissing my neck. I was getting wet but I knew this was wrong. I pushed him off of me.
"I can't do this" I said to him
"What?" he said in confusion.
"Am sorry... I just can't do this" I said and then ran out his house and wiped my wet eyes. My phone started to ring and it was Danny. I busied the call and then sat on the bus stop and finished crying. I don't know what I want. I can't be feeling Danny... I already have Jordan. I hate this complicated shit.
Chapter 8
Jordan's Point of View
I just home from shopping with my marjay still and got myself a couple of air forces fomr J-D and a era hat from Westside in Harrow. Now am back at my yard doing nothing. I decided to go on to my laptop and go on face book and that. So when my windows vista loaded up fully I automatically signed in to msn and then I went to windows explorer and typed in www.facebook.com J
Msn was dead and people try and talk to me and got a major air. I looked on face book... done what I had to do.
Brianna
Today
You not good for my bestiiee unah
A face book chat from Brianna popped up. About I ain't good for her... what is she on.?
Kaos
Wat u tlkin about
Brianna
Yur Always Cheating On Her And Yu Have The Nerve To Hit Her After Tha Gyal Loves Yuu Off. IAint Liking Tha Way Yur Taking Advantage Of Her..!
Kaos
Cut frm here man. Y u all up in my business bruv. Wat ever is gwarnin wif me and Shannay its our ting initt
Brianna
Wateverr... Bout...
Kaos
Be eaaasyyyy. Allow da crud tlk
Brianna
Wat Crud Talk... Am Just Tellin Yuu How It
Kaos
Fuk off den init
Brianna
Yur Pissin Me Off.. Shannay Is Some Blind Cause Off Yuu She Can't See That Yur A Waste Of Time An Waste Of Relationship. I Haven't Spoken Or Seen Tha Gyal As Much As iUse To Cause Of Yuu So Do Us A Favour And Piss Off
Kaos
I swear keep tlkin crud nd see if I dnt put a hot 1 in ur face dikhed
Offline 19.57
I swear this gyal was pissing me off that I came offline. She Don't even know me I only met tha gyal once. Am so upset that I need some loving and cause Shannay was the problem in that convo I aint even going to go there to beat her and then get pissed off. I got my phone and dialled a number.
"Hello" she answered.
"Janiece... can I pay you a visit right about now?"......
