Chapter Nine
Jordan's Point of View
Next Day
I was in with my baby mother Janiece and my daughter Paige in the park. I haven't seen them both in time and I forgot about them a little. Now that me and Shannay are cool and I'm trying to work on my sex problem I can be around my daughter properly. I was happy to see her... daddy's little girl. We done so much things together in the park... went down the slide, went on the roundabout and the swings. I love my baby. She was tired and then I took her to Janiece which was sitting down on the bench watching us. Paige got comfortable in her arms and then closed her eyes.
"You a good daddy you know" Janiece said.
"I'll do anything for her. That's my little girl right there" I replied.
"I know. it's a shame we couldn't work out though. We would have been a nice little family" she said. I just smiled and looked at Paige sleeping. I knew it was my fault. Because I was two timing her with Shannay plus links on the side. While she was pregnant she found out and cut my line with her. She don't mess. We cool now since Paige is here... everything we do together is for her.
"But you know I had a good time the other night" she said smiling. I smiled back and then took her hand and kissed it.
"Do you still love me?" she asked. I nod my head.
"Jheez" she said and there was a awkward silence.
"I know I can never get you back though" I said.
"Why do you say that?" she asked.
"Because I still got the other girl and plus I have a problem" I said.
"Still!" she said loud and then hushed Paige because she said it too loud.
"Yeah..."
"Your still with her?" she asked again
"Yeah"
Janiece just turned away.
"What?" I asked.
"That girl is desperate... and your not even faithful that's why I don't think we can be together"
"I'm trying to change"
"Yeah right... This girl is obviously in love with you. Jordan please treat her good. I know I love you but I know when to let go and she don't. If you do something really stupid she will take her life away".
I turned my head around because I didn't want to hear all of that. She got her hand and turned my head back around by my chin.
"Jordan am serious" she said.
"Yeah alright but why are you caring for her?"
"I aint. I'm warning you. You don't know what 'love' can do to people you know"
"Still. I don't think we would ever stop having love for you though. We got Paige and still up to now for time to time we beat. Like I should be with you know..."
"Yeah I know. But yur wifey Jordan... I think that you should just be with her you know. It's dread on her and I know you been doing things with other girls other then me and already that s*** don't role with me. I think we should just stick to being parents babes"
"Yeah I hear that. Well you want to go now cause she's sleeping?" I asked. She nodded and then I picked her up and we walked to Janiece's yard and then I said my goodbyes to them and then called Shannay.
"Hello?" she whispered.
"Yoo... You at school?" I asked.
"Yeah" she said as I can hear her teacher in the background.
"Alright I'll make this short yeah... meet me in Wembley after school yeah?"
"Okay baby"
"Ite bless yeah"
"Bye" and then she hung up. I went to my yard and then just jammed there for a bit.
Then I went and made my way down to wembley and jammed infront of KFC. I saw bare bait faces and school kids from that school opposite KFC as well. Then I saw Shannay hop off the 182 and walked towards me. She looked really upset like she was crying.
"Yoo... what's wrong?" I asked her. She just ran in my arms and cry. I hugged her and asked my question one more time. She sobbed,
"Brianna dropped me as her bestie"
"Is that it?" I asked. She tumped me in my belly and walked off. I chased after her and said sorry.
"She was important to me you know. She said I put you before her and I know that's fucked up but I cant help it. I love you so much. But the thing is she telling me how your cheating on me with bare girls and ting and from yesterday it don't seem like it after that" she said.
I felt a bit bad cause I know I am cheating on her well I was cause I stopped now.
"What's wrong with you putting me before her though?" I said trying to change that part of the sentence.
"It's bad because us girls say chicks before dicks like you man dems say money over bitches so yeah"
"Skeen"
"But are you cheating on me though?" she asked.
"Huh" I said acting like I didn't heard what she said.
"I said are you cheating on me"
"Nah" I replied.
"So why is..."
"Cause she's jealous innit" I interruped.
"Erm okay then"
"Come to my yard innit" I said. Then she nodded. The whole bus journey was quite. She didn't say much and I didn't either. Since she told me what her bestie said made me feel different. Like she's been stalking on me the whole time from the bus stop til I fucked my ex. It wasn't a nice feeling that's all I can say. We got at my yard and that automatically going into my room. She sat on my bed and she still looked down. I just looked her slowly. Skirt, tights, tight school top, lips, tits, pussy, am horny. Then I thought to myself I have to calm down with the sex so I was like to my dxck "down boy down" but he didn't seem to listen. I lay on my bed beside her and hugged her. She looked at me and said "Who's knickers are those hitch up in the corner"...
