Shannay's Point of View
I woke up from my yard and see Bailey on the bottom of my bed and Brianna on the floor. That sleepover was so jokes. Ah I've missed these bxtches. Being in them again was like old times and now I can tell the difference why they hated Jordan so much. I haven't felt this way in a while. Having that I was used and lied to. The amount of love I had for this boy is untouchable. The worst thing is that I still love him the same way. I got up from my bed trying not to wake Brianna and Bailey then I went to the bathroom to take a quick piss and brushed my teeth then went downstairs to watch TV. Knock knock. I heard knocking on the window just as I sat down as well. It was Danny and he's taking the piss. Imagine I was still in my bed. I groaned to get back up and took my time to go to the window. I opened it and I opened my eye wide and sighed. For me that means 'what do you want'.
"Morning babes" he said smiling. I didn't smile at all.
"What you still thinking about that prick?" he said screwing up his face.
"No... until you brought him up. Listen Danny what do you want, its early," I snapped. He looked a bit shocked but it's morning, am always like that.
"you want to go park later on? Everyone going to be there cause of the fair" he kindly asked. I thought about it and then asked,
"Which park fair?"
"The one in Eailing" he replied. I scratched my head and wiped my eyes because I was still a bit sleepy.
"Alright then. We will knock for you at 1 yeah?"
"Wait who's we?"
"Me, Brianna and Bailey of course" I replied. His face dropped. That's when I noticed he only wanted it to be me and him. I still didn't say anythink.
"Okay so you can go now. I'll se you a little later" I chanted.
"Why are you being like this?" he frowned.
"It's morning and I'm normally like this. Sorry if am rude but am irritated easily in the morning".
He nodded and the swiftly walked away. I closed the window and then tried to sit down but then again that got interrupted.
"Shan!" I heard one of them lot say from my room. I groaned and stomped up to my room.
"What"
"Wahum to you?" Brianna said in confusion.
"babe take a bath, get ready or something because you terrible in the morning. We don't need all of that" Bailey recommended. I sighed and then done what she said. I had a hot bubble bath. I came back in my room wet with a towel on.
"We're going Eailing funfair gurlies" I shouted. They both looked at me like what the fxck.
"Why, I fort you was upset?" Bailey brought up.
"Yeah well I don't want to remember it. Beside Danny invited us" I said.
"More like he invited you and then you invited us" Brianna luckily guessed right. I didn't say nothing but went into my draw and took out my underwear to put on in the bathroom and that's what I did. Just as I was going back to the bathroom to get the cream they started whispering. I felt a bit left out and curious.
"what you two talking about?" I said raising one eye brow.
"Nothing babe, why?" Bailey said shifting.
"It's just seems like you two are keeping something from me" I replied.
"It's nothing. Hurry up and get ready so we can just go to the fair," Brianna said so I went back into the bathroom to cream myself. I came back to my room and they was talking but sounding like they was coding names and stuff. I felt bare uncomfortable and I was getting pissed off.
"You lot can hurry up and get ready you know" I fired at them.
"What's wrong with you?" Brianna cheekily asked.
"Nothing is wrong with me. Am just saying you can get ready am out the bathroom and I don't want to keep Danny waiting innit"
"Alright man Shan. That bath didn't calm down you moody mornings" Brianna said getting up and walking to the bathroom. I bit my tongue cause true say I'm really wanted to cuss. I just put on my shorts and tee-top with my sandals and side bag and went downstairs to watch tv to wait for them. Within a hour and a half they both came downstairs dressed. I looked at the time it was 2.00pm.
"Ready?" I asked them. They nodded and then we went across the road to Danny's yard.
"You lot are always late man" he moaned.
"It ain't me look at them" I mumbled. I was in front of them but I can feel that they was looking at me in some of bad way. I got that vibe big time. I was going to step inside in Danny's yard until he said,
"Nah, am ready lets just go cause there no point of going in"
"Alright kool" I replied and then we started to walk to the bus stop to catch a bus to Greenford to take another bus to Eailing. I was with Danny and Brianna an Bailey was together and still talking.
"They're pissing me off," I said to Danny looking at them.
"Why?" Danny asked.
"Because they acting bare booky. They are always looking at me or talking and when I step in the picture they stop or whisper it"
"Maybe they doing a surprise for you" he suggested.
"I hate surprises though and they know that" I replied.
"Confront them innit"
"But we just back together as our normal selves. I don't want know mess that up"
"Well I see it as if you lot are suppose to be kool again why are they hiding things from you"
"Hmm.. That's very true. Alright when we get there I'll ask them wag warn". So when we get there they was all friending me up. They making me too confused. Even Danny was thinking 'wtf'. So I though this was the right time to confront them.
"you lot what the fxck is going on?"
"What you mean?" Bailey surprisingly asked.
"What you mean, what you mean? Since this morning you lot have been acting bare booky like your hiding something from me..."
If we go from here then I'll tell you on the way back" Brianna interrupted.
"Go back? Why?" Bailey asked. Brianna eyes looked to one side and then widened. Bailey looked to where Brianna was directing.
"Shit" she said.
"Am confused" Danny said.
"Mee too" I said.
"Lets go... NOW!" Brianna demandingly shouted as she took me from the arm and started grabbing me away. I was shoving her off of me.
"Let go this is..." I shouted until I actually looked where Brianna's eyes ways pointing at. I saw Jordan holding his daughter in his arms smiling. Then his baby mother walked up to him and then share a meaningful kiss. They looked so happy like a real family while my heart was burning and the hot breeze was blowing away the ashes. I turned back to Brianna, Bailey and Danny. Danny didn't know what was going on meanwhile they wanted t cry.
"Shan" Brianna slowly said. I broke down and cried my eyes out.
"NOOOOOOOOO!" I screamed.
