Chapter 8
Sunday
Shannay's Point of View
iWoke up from my cousins yard stressed and depressed. It's like my head is in two battles to choose the one to make me happy and be in my life. I really really unconditionally love Jordan and I'll do anything for him. I'm already with him and I don't know what I'll do without him. Yeah he might have a yout already but I know he loves me because we wouldn't be together for so long, he completes the hole in my heart. But Danny... he's sooo sexy. Wow... I know Jordan's sexy but Danny is too sexy it's not even a joke ting. He's bad but sweet to me. I've even secretly like him and now it's my chance now to take him if I want. I don't know... But all I know Jordan wants to see me today and show me how much he loves me. My phone started to ring. It was Brianna.
I left the phone to ring cause I wasn't picking it up. Do you know how early it is? Imagine if I was still sleeping and she definitely knows me and my sleep. Like I said before I don't ramp with my sleep. So I got out my bed and went in the bathroom to take a piss then brush my teeth. After that I went and took my phone from my cousin's room and went downstairs to make myself something to eat. So it wasn't a long ting I just took some cereal and orange juice and sat on the settee chair and turned on the TV. I started to watch Wizard of Waverly Place on Disney Channel. iCan't lie that show is good lol. Then my phone started to ring. When I looked at the caller I.D it said. Shexii Dan.'x
It was Danny...
I had to think so many times if I want to answer it or not. I told myself no but I guess action speaks louder then words and I picked it up.
"Shan I..." he started to say.
"Look... Danny..." I cut in to say.
"Nah... I don't want to hear it. I want you... leave that prick" he said.
"I can't I love him" I replied.
"How can you love that? He hurts you" he said.
"I'm sorry" I replied.
"Watever" and then he hung up leaving me with regret in the silence in my head. I don't know what to do now.
"Shannay..." my cousin said coming down the stairs looking mash up. I just laughed to myself.
"Yeah" I replied to her.
"How long have you been up for?" she asked.
"Erm... maybe about 20 minutes" I replied.
"Oh okay... you going home today right?"
"Yuup"
"Okay then... I'm back to sleep but I just came downstairs to say bye cause I know for sure I ain't going to be awake when you leave" she said. I started benning up.
"Yeah I know... well bye then". She said bye and went back upstairs. That's when I put my bowl in the sink and then went upstairs to get a shower and then get ready and put my clothes on to go home. I said bye to my cousin again but this sleepy was still asleep and I said goodnight to my aunty and uncle and then let the yard. I started walking to my yard and then had to pass Danny's yard. I was scared that he might be outside there...
Surprisingly he wasn't... Hmm.. He must not be in his house. So I got into my house said hi to my mum and then went upstairs. I turned on the Tv and then turned on my lappy. I was bored at my house doing the regular thing as a normal teenager do at their yard. My phone started to ring and it was Brianna. I don't know why I didn't feel like talking to her but I just aired the call because she probably wants to do something today and I ain't even bothered on all that. When my phone finally finished stopped ringing cause it seem like she waited until the person talks to say 'the person your trying to contact is unavailable at the moment. Call again later' then I can finally concentrate to what I was really doing on my lappy and what I was watching on TV.
