Chapter Ten
Shannay's Point of View
I was puzzled. I was upset. I was confused. I am hurting. I am jumping to conclusion. I am gunna cry.
"Babes it's not what you think" he said. My eyes started to water. All I can think is 'not again'.
"Babes please don't cry. It's not what it looks like I swear" he added on. I got up off his bed and stood up and took a deep breath and wiped my watery eyes.
"I can't believe you would do this to me again" I whispered. He didn't say anything. I looked at him and I didn't want to believe it. I was so frustrated in myself that I couldn't see this and Brianna did. I couldn't stand to think that she was right and I was wrong. I really couldn't stand to think how I put him in front of Brianna and I hated that I love him sooo much. My heart felt shattered. I just dropped on the floor and blarled my eyes out. I didn't care if he thought I was a fool but I was hurt so much. I loved him too much to let him go. Why ?
"Shan please don't cry" he said. I kept on crying
"Why Jordan" I cried. He went on the floor and hugged me tight.
"Baby I ain't on that anymore I swear. That was all before yesterday baby. Please understand I love you" he said. I strugged him off of me and then ran out the house. I just knew I as going to do something stupid.
Chapter Eleven
Jordan's Point of View
I felt stupid. I don't remember them knickers being there. Well the amount of girls that been in here for you know what I probably can understand it could be one of theirs. I was so sure it wasn't there because I don't remembered them being their. I wanted her so bad and was all getting happy and those knickers spoiled it. I love her man what did I do. She don't deserve to cry like that. It took me so long to love her like I do now. I really feel bad this time. The rest of the times I didn't really care. I actually want her with me right now so we can discuss this properly. But she just cut. I don't even know what I'm going to do. Then I remember what Janiece told me today that I should treat her properly and what she could do as well if I don't. I don't want her to do any harm to herself so called her phone. She didn't answer. I called her again and she didn't answer. I kept on calling her and she didn't answer. Then I called her again and then it said her phone was off. I called it again and it said that her phone was still off. I go bare mad. Now I had to go outside and look for her. I got up and put on my jacket then I went to go and find her. I opened my door and someone was in front of me.
"Brianna?" I said.