Wonder. (Matthew Espinosa fanfic)

I can't contemplate

Riv p.o.v

So I'm home now and I'm by bed. I want to wake up but I can't. I keep thinking about what happened last night. Ugh I can't get that moment out of my head.

Anyways I decided to get up. It was about 9 and Saturday. I went into the shower and before going in I got a text from Michelle.

Michelle: Wanna go 2 the mall later?

Me: ya sure. what time?

Michelle: around 1. I'll pick u up.

Me: k

Then I hopped in the shower. It was a nice long hot shower that lasted for about 30 minutes. I was able to reflect on everything. Do I really like Matt or do I have feelings for someone else? I'm annoyed.

I hopped out of the shower. I quickly dried of and put my grey T on. I put on my floral shorts and my black toms. Finally I put my hair in a messy bun.

I went downstairs and saw my mother holding the newspaper. "Hey mom" I said as I went I and grabbed ingredients for cereal. "So mom can I go to the mall later?" I asked her as I poured milk into the bowl. My mother nodded her head and continued reading. I finished my breakfast and headed upstairs.

I passed time by just going on to twitter and stuff when all of a sudden my notifications went crazy. I saw so many tweets that were saying, "I ship @rivmoral and @matthewespinosa or #Miv. Huh. Then I checked Matts twitter when I saw this one particular tweet. "There is one girl that makes me smile to the moon and back. You are the one I want." I put my hand over mouth and screamed silently. Matt really does like me.

1 came around and Michelle arrived. I said bye to my parents and grabbed everything that I needed. I brought my white drawstring bag with a heart on it. Inside I put headphones, my charger,my phone, my wallet and some make-up(just in case).

I entered Michelle's car. "Hi" I said as I closed the car door. "Hey" she replied. Most of the car ride was silent. I don't really know why.

We pulled up at the mall. We parked the car and we noticed that a big van parked next to us.

Matt p.o.v

"Come on guys lets go." I heard Carter shouting from downstairs. We're going to the mall because we all have nothing to do.

We entered the car and all I heard was shouting. Complete utter shouting. I decided to go on twitter for the duration of the car ride. My notifications were going crazy! Many were annoyed at my last tweet but I'm proud of it.

We finally arrived at the mall. We entered and I suddenly felt like a giant for some reason.

We saw many shops and stuff. It was a really cool place to hang out.

"Hey guys in going to go to Nike. Who wants to come?" Cam asks. I raise my hand and follow him. "So you and Riv huh?" he nudges me. "Maybe I really like her." I tell him.

We were almost at nike when I get a text from Nash.

Nash: dude meet us at the food court now.

Me: why

Nash: umm we see someone important here and they're coming up to us.

Me: k

"What's wrong?" cam asks me as I put my phone in my pocket. "Come with me" I take his wrist and drag him to the food court.

Riv p.o.v

So we arrived at the mall. Finally. "So why do you want me here?" I ask. "Oh umm I want to go shopping for a new outfit because Nash is taking me on a date later." Michelle says as she rests her elbow on my shoulder. Aww he's taking her on a date, how sweet. "Sure but can we go to the food court first I'm really hungry and mama wants some lunch." I saw trying to act sarcastic. "Ok" she says as we go down the escalator.

Nash p.o.v

So we arrived at the mall. And yes Cam and Matt left to go to Nike so I'm left with the other guys. "I'm hungry who wants to go to the food court?" Aaron asks the group. "I'm cool" I hear Carter say. We all then agree to go. We were on our way when I saw someone so important. I took out my phone and texted Matt.

Riv p.o.v

So me and Michelle sat at a table. I got some pizza at yellow cab while Michelle got sliders.

As I was about to bite out of my pizza I saw some boys heading towards us then I realized who they were. "Hey Riv" I hear Shawn say sitting next to me. "Hey" I said with an uneasy voice. "What are you guys doing here?" I ask as Shawn puts his arm over my shoulder. "We were bored so we came over here and we saw you guys so we invited ourselves to eat with you." Jack J says as he grabs one of Michelle's fries. "Hey stop it" Michelle says to Jack J as she slaps him on the shoulder.

So pretty much I'm here with the boys. Again. This gets better doesn't it. "Hey Riv?" Shawn asks me. "yes" I reply. "Come with me." he says as he takes my hand. I said bye to the boys and left Michelle with them hehe. "So where are you taking me?" I ask Shawn catching up behind him. "You'll see he says as we get closer to an empty spot of the mall that's always empty.

As we approached it I saw a guitar just waiting there. "Umm what are we doing here?" I ask as I sit down on the bench close to the wall. "Just wait" Shawn says as he gets the guitar. He starts singing and I get lost in his voice. His voice is so wonderful and makes me smile. It makes me want to kiss him but I remember that I like Matt. I'm not taken though right? Matt hasn't asked me anything. We only kissed once.

I close listen to the lyrics and he is singing me something that I can't contemplate. I feel like its only the 2 of us here. It's so beautiful. Then he suddenly stops. "Riv I think you are the prettiest and funniest girl. I really like you I do. That's why I brought you here. I really needed to tell you my feelings. Here it goes though..... Will you go out with me?" he asks me as he comes closer to me. I nods slowly and bite my lip. I look down at his lips and I obviously want to kiss him right now. With that Shawn leaned in. After a few seconds of teasing he finally kisses me on the lips. It's a soft kiss. It isn't like Matts kiss. "What the Hell?!" I hear and we sprung apart. I turned around and it was Matt.

Matt p.o.v

So me and cameron are rushing to the food court. We pass by the place where nobody goes because it crowded. Cameron suddenly stops. "Umm Matt don't turn left" he says as he clears his throat. Being me a turned left. I saw something I didn't want to see. "What the hell?!" I scream as I back away. It's Shawn and Riv. They're kissing and he has his guitar. Don't tell me he serenaded her. He's gonna steal her like the other girls I liked. I start to feel tears go down my face. I'm a guy I don't cry but Riv makes me cry. I want her and she's taken. "It's ok man let's go" I hear can say as we make our way to the bathroom. I can't believe he did this to me and he kissed her.

Hey guys hope you like it. Hahah tension... Who do you guys ship Riv with? Shawn or Matt? Haha lol anyways thanks for reading!