Wonder. (Matthew Espinosa fanfic)

Her

Cam p.o.v

So let me catch you up. We saw Riv and Shawn kissing. Ugh. Then Matt started crying and we went to the restroom. I immediately called Nash on the phone.

Nash: hey what's up?

Me: we have a problem

Nash: what

Me: I'll tell you later just meet us at the restroom across the pizza place.

Then I hung the phone up.

Nash p.o.v

So Cam just called me. I'm really scared. Matt might be traumatized or something.

I zoned out for a bit when Carter and Michelle snapped me out. "Nash babe what's wrong?" Michelle asks me as she hugs me. I release from the hug. "Guys come with me" I say to the guys.

*at the restroom*

"Why are we h---- oh Matt why are you crying?" Taylor asks as we enter the bathroom. Math lets out a sniffle. "Matts in a tragedy. He's crying over Riv because Shawn kissed her and yeah." Cam said as he rubbed circles on Matts back. "Well your too good for her anyways." Aaron says. We all rush in for a hug. "Thanks guys!" Matt says as he hugs us all. As we were talking it out we were interrupted by Shawn. Ugh. And Riv. This isn't going to be good.

Riv p.o.v

"Shawn I can't do this I'm sorry. I hope you understand." I say as I give him a hug. I left and let go of his hand and ran to the one place I think Matt would be. The bathroom. Lol.

I was running to the bathroom when I hear shouting. "Riv wait!" it's Shawn. Ugh. "What?" I ask. "Let me come with you so I can talk to Matt too. He says as he catches up to me. "Ok"

We arrive at the bathroom and stares come upon us. "Get the Hell out. I don't need you. There are other fish in the sea. Your just a slut." Matt said pointing at me as the other boys crowded. "You know I was going to apologize and say I want you but you said I was a slut so goodbye to you mr!" I said with tears forming.

Matt suddenly slapped me. I cupped my face in pain. I walked out crying like crazy. I heard a faint wait but I didn't care. I saw Michelle waiting at the end of the hall. "Were going." I said trying to drag here away. "No. I'm having fun" she said forcefully. "Fine" I walked away.

Matt p.o.v

"Your just a slut" I regretted my words once I said them. Riv replied to me with a forced tone with tears on her eyes. Shoot. I did something so wrong. I like her so much and screwed it up. Ugh.

Riv ran out but I tried catching her but she was to fast. "I'm sorry man I really am." Shawn said apologetically. "You know what" I turned around. "You messed up my chances with her" I said pushing him backwards. "I'm sorry I already told you" Shawn said backing away. I was so close to punching him when I felt arms grabbing me and pulling me back. "Stop this. We don't need it" I heard Cam say. I let go and just turned around and walked away.

Riv p.o.v

I called my driver to pick me up. I got home soon and entered the house. I was greeted by my dogs. "Hi Belvy" I said with my baby voice. I went inside and plopped myself on the couch. I can't believe Michelle didn't want to come with me. Matthew even called me a slut. I started crying my eyeballs out.

I ran upstairs and into my room. I can't take this anymore!! I got my x-acto knife and ran into the bathroom and sat on the toilet. I pressed the blade against my wrist. It hurt but not as much as my emotions right now. It's my first time cutting and last. I met the blood drip into the sink and washed the wound. I cleaned it and put a bandade on.

I'm never crying over a boy again!! I took out my phone and go onto twitter.

I pour out my feeling into one devious tweet. "Thanks for calling me a slut @mattespinosa it has made me stronger. I'm never going to like someone like you again especially you. I thought I had feeling for you but they're gone. Bye bye " I tweeted it out and closed my phone.

It's about 8:30 now so I just made myself a sandwich. I are pretty quickly. I went up to my room and took a hot shower. I got out and put on baggy t shirt and gym shorts for sleeping. I got to my bed and snuggled in the covers. I got my phone and noticed that I've had 20 texts from Matt. Ugh. 13 texts from Nash. 15 texts from Michelle. 5 texts from Cam. And finally one long text from Taylor. Ugh. Hate my life. I was too bothered to read them so I just turned of my phone. It's about 10:30 now so I layed back down. I soon dozed off to a peaceful sleep.