*Rion pov*
I feel panic rise in my chest. This is Matthew, Matthew Espinosa. He is the reason I left my old life behind and here he is. Randomly appearing into my life again.
"Uhm, I'm Rion, and I really, really have to go," I say nervously backing away from him. Meghan walks up grabbing my arm and pulling me slightly away. She gives me a certain look. The kinda look where suddenly guilt washes over you. Ya know?
"Okay, you and I both know you have no plans. You should totally talk to him," she whispers. She doesn't know, how could she know. Thats right, i put my past behind me closing its door. I let go of her grasp.
"No Meghan, I'm just going to go home, I'll text you later," I said and turned away from her. I feel really bad now not telling her my secrets. Im a horrible friend. I walk away brushing matts arm. He suddenly grabs mine.
I cringe away from him, not wanting him to touch me. "You should hang out with us. The guys and me yah know? I'm sure they would love to meet you," He says with a small smile on his face. Now I feel really guilty being this bitchy. Also I still dont know how he doesnt recognize me.
"No thanks, I really have to go, bye now Matthew," I say and rush away before he can speak anymore.
My mind is so clouded in thoughts that when I get home I just flop down on my bed. I can't believe after all I did to get away from him, he just pops back up in my life. Unbelievable.
All the rude things he's ever done to me swirled in my mind and almost drove me crazy.
I really need to clear my mind. I trudged towards my closet pulling ou the first bikini i could find, denim shorts and a cover up. I walked down the stars while my flip flops make a lot of noise. No joke. The sound really hurts your ears.
I walked down the beach throwing my shorts off me and my cover up onto a chair. Our house had a beach right in front so we had white beach chairs.
I sat on the shallow part of the water. It was a nice feeling. It was cold. I dont know its just the sound of the ocean relieves all my stress. Is that weird?
I guess one good thing is that Matthew didn't recognize me. If he did he may have went back into bitch mode or something.
I wonder if he's different, I wonder if he's changed. He looked like a nice person but then again, I've seen the real Matthew and I don't really want to risk it. He's just a plain asshole.
I'll probably never see him again so I don't know why I'm even bothering myself with this. As time passes, the tides change. My mood wasn't really better but it was lightened.
I know, icecream. Icecream always makes me happy. I walk out of the water drying myself with a warm fuzzzy towel. I threw back on my shorts. I was lazy to throw on my cover up so i was left woth justa bandeu bikini.
I begin to walk down the shoreline to the opposite end of the beach where the icecream place is. I zone out on the patterns of the waves and the people out on the ocean riding their boards. It looked pretty cool. All these surfers doing them tricks.
I look ahead of me to where the volleyball court is in the near distance and see many people engaged in a friendly game. I loved volleyball. Its one of my absolute favorite sport.
i walked down to wear the volleyball was being held. I saw lots of girls fawning over a bunch of shirtless guys. Its probably their girlfriends.
A blonde guy was running towards me witha smile on his face. One to probably make your heart melt. My heart suddenly skipped a beat when i realised who it was.
"Hi wanna play with us?" Mathew asked.
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