Wonder. (Matthew Espinosa fanfic)

Hell hole

Matt pov

Riv pulled me out the door and I turned back to see brents shocked face. I felt so bad so I quickly mouthed sorry to him. Riv finally stopped at the gate. "Riv.... What the fuck was that!" I remarked furiously. "what he hell did you say to me? Riv answered rudely. "Well you were being really rude right there..." I say. that was really embarrassing. why would she storm out on someone like that who's practically really nice. She's not like this.

She had a shocked look on her face like she was about to cry. "just go home I think you need some rest" I mumble. "I don't need rest ok and you don't understand" she screamed. she walked out with her hands in her pockets. I saw her disappear into the distance. well this day has been a hell hole.

I tried to reach out to her but nothing wanted to work. I feel bad now. I hurt the one I love and I'm leaving in frikkin 5 days.

I go inside the house. I see Brent talking to Silvia. "Sorry man she can kinda get weird." I say trying to not make it as awkward. "it's fine dude."

"Thanks man." I say.

I run upstairs and go inside the room. I jump unto my bed. I feel the warm and comfy sheets under me. I instantly feel guilt upon me. I grabbed my phone and texted Riv 'I'm so sorry babe I really mean it... I don't deserve you.' I turned my phone off.

Rest of the night consisted of watching family guy and pewdiepie. And yes I watch Pewdiepie. don't judge.

I check my phone and it's about 12 at night. soon I hear a sudden knock on the door. I go downstairs and open it to find Silvia standing there. "hey" I say. She pushes past me and heads to the kitchen. she grabs a glass and gets water. "what do you want?" trying to ask nicely. "Where's Brent?" she asks? "he left why?" I ask. she has a sudden smirk. "oh nothing." she says. She takes off her jacket and pulls me closer. I don't know what's happening hell I decide to just go with it. we movie to the couch and then she suddenly leans in and kisses me. WTF?? Thinking to myself. I try to pull away but she grabs onto me even tighter. I suddenly ease down and she grips less on my shirt and I weirdly grab onto her even more. I don't know what I'm doing I'm supposed to not enjoy this but I am. she was just about to take of her shirt when I aw a familiar figure standing there.. oh shit....