BlurryFiction (Part II)

~Dayl

Me and Jenna are back home now and the doctors fixed me up and gave me these pills to help me get better, I don't think I'm gonna take them but Jenna mighy force me. Before we left the hospital we got told that Dayl is been given one more day till they turn off his life support. I am worried because I can't loose Dayl? All I have is Dayl and Jenna..everyone else is....gone and if Dayl goes all I'll have is Jenna? Then I'll be the goner and if I go Jenna will have lost us all and well all she will have left is her parents and if she starts going back to school she might meet new people? Buy hopefully it doesn't come to that. I hope Dayl makes it and then I'll make it and then Jenna will make it and we can say We Did It.

Jenna is downstairs making us something to eat. I'm upstaits listening to Josh's favourite band Amasic who recently changed their name to Story Untold. I keep listening to them, I think about Josh...about us and I get watery eyes and a tear falls down my cheek but then a song comes on that makes me smirk and cheers me up because it's one me and Josh had sex too. I have tears running down my face thinking about him buy I feel happy too that we have these memories! I feel like if it wasn't for him I'd be dead, and if it wasn't for me....he'd be alive. I burst into tears again but I cry silently not wanting Jenna to hear me cry. I wipe the tears from my face, my cheeks are still quite sticky and my eyes sting a little from crying but I wipe my tears and Jenna walks in and smiles at me "I made us food?"

I smile at Jenna, my eyes still watery and I have a...a sad tone in my voice "Thank you" I smile at her again. Jenna places the food on the floor and takes a seat next to me "Ty....I love you." She hugs me and I cry into her shoulder. Jenna kisses my neck and sits up "Tyler? You will be okay...I promise, just Stay Alive and I'll always be here for you." I kiss her and it leads to a long kiss "I love you too Jenna it's just...ahh I can't loose Dayl and I can't push Josh from my head." A few tears roll down my cheek after mentioning Josh again. Jenna smiles at me "Babe...you don't need to forget about him? Just think about the good times....I'll give you something to smile about, remember when you where telling me about your and Josh's memories (I nod and smile) well think about the time when you's were in the forest and well all I say is it wasn't silent in the trees that day." Jenna winks and I go all red. Me and Jenna talk about memories for a while and then we make out....again.

I wake up the next morning cuddled up to Jenna and I smile and kiss her soft head. My stomach turns and I scream "FUCK!" Today is the day....the day we find out if Dayl lives or dies. Jenna looks at me in a funny way "Wha...whats wrong?" I look into her eyes "Dayl....today is the day when we figure out if he dies or lives." Jenna starts to worry and we both jump out of bed and get ready to go see him. We don't make food or anything, we both feel sick and worried. We leve the house, I don't think we even locked the door? We both start running towards the bus stop and jump on the first bus that comes.

We get off the bus, the wind slaps me in the face and my nose feels numb, my hands are bright pink as are Jenna's and her nose is redish. We go inside and we speak to a girl at the reception, she calls a nurse and the nurse takes us to his room she opens the door "He only has One Hour left...I'm sorry there is nothing else we can do, we've never seen anything lie this before?" I run over to Dayls bed crying "WAKE UP MAN!!! WAKE UP....PLEASE! YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP!" Jenna grabs my shoulder and we cuddle and she bursts into tears aswell. The two of us are lying on the floor in tears cuddled up to each other. Roughly 30 miniutes later a doctor come in, he see's me and Jenna lying on the floor in tears and he brings us both a chair over to Dayl's bed. He offers us a drink but we don't accept it and I can't help but look at Dayl like it's the first time I'm gonna see him.....or the last. It's been 50 miniutes now and he still hasn't moved and it doesn't look good. I start to flip out "I CAN'T SEE MY BEST FRIEND DIE! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PLACE? LETTING A TEENAGER JUST....DIE?!" The doctor just looks at me...I think I've upset him but he leaves without saying a word and I stand over Dayls bed holding his hand speaking to him. I tell him that he only has 10 more miniutes and I talk about all of our memories and I cry and smile at the same time. Jenna is sitting on the chair watching me grieve over my best friend....she burst into tears aswell and we both hold a hand each and I scream again "PLEASE MAN WAKE UP NOW!?" Still no luck and then 10 miniutes later the doctor comes in "I'm sorry but it's time....you will have to say your goodbyes now." I scream and grab the doctor to pull him away "NO YOU WON'T DO THIS TO MY FRIEND...MY BEST FRIEND!!!NOO NOO NOO!" I keep screaming at him but he wont listen he pushes me aside "I'm sorry but this has to happen." I scream and cry and burst into tears "Please noo! You don't know what he means to me!" Jenna bursts into tears and the doctor asks if we have said our goodbyes. I walk over to Dayl's body "I love you bro....I love you so much and don't worry then wont get away with this! I'll be doing something about it and I'm sorry for leaving you but I had no choice...I love you man." I kiss his head and a tear rolls of my cheek and onto his head, I can't stop crying and I give the doctor the most downgrading look ever on my way past him, Jenna says her goodbyes and the doctor turn to us "I'm sorry this is what it's come to." We ignore him and he walks over to the plug...I feel my life fall around me and everything begins to go slow and then he flicks the switch and takes the plug out, I feel like my life has just been killed....all of my friends and well no MY FAMILY gone. I burst into tears and I loose my breath and I gasp for air, I think I'm taking a Panic! Attack? Jenna tries to comfort me but she can see that nothings helping so she runs over to the doctor "I don't know how you could just do that, ruin a boys life!" She slaps him and he lets out a...yelp? His eyes water and Jenna hugs me and comforts me, it works this time. I get my breath back and we leave the hospital and I cry all the way home on the bus, on the street, in the house, in my bed, I don't sleep. I cry all night thinking if my life is even worth it anymore? I turn and cuddle into Jenna, still crying and thinking of suicide is the best choice now.