Saved (Suga X Reader)

(Sequel) Chapter 2: Disappointed and Cold

That day was a filled with happiness and laughter.

But when the time went by, BTS became more famous and Suga was more busy.

That was no problem!
I would support him and the others with a smile on my mouth.

I am super happy for their hard work had payed off.

But to be honest.
I would miss him, a lot.
The more he was away, the less time we had together.

Every day I would feel alone, every night he would be in my thoughts.

And every now and then, I would secretly cry myself to sleep.

After 2 weeks, I finally got a text from Suga!
(This is what you call each other on the phone. So, you call him Suga and he calls you his girl)

-Suga💘
Hey (y/n)
Are you doing fine?
I am sorry for not be able to spend time with you. Do you want to come over and hang in our dorm?

-My girl❤️
Hello Suga!
I would love to come over!!

-Suga💘
Invite Nari and Hani too.
Jin and V had been nagging about it all day.

-MyGirl❤️
Sure?
We'll be there about a hour

It wasn't a problem that Nari and Hani would join, but I kind of wanted to be alone with Suga.
Since it has been a long time.

I wrote a text to Hani and told her about the plans, she answered right away. Typical her.

"Meet you there!" I read the text out.

"Meet where? Can I join?" Nari's voice echoed.

"Sure, we leave in an hour"

Nari suddenly appeared with a silly smile on her face.

"Idiot" I told her, and hit her head.

"OW! What was that for?!" She glared.
"nothing" I said with a sad smile.

An hour later, we arrived at their dorm. J-hope was the one who opened the door for us, with the big smile he always show us. 
"WELCOME!" He yelled.

"Thank you" I thanked him and walked inside.

I found the boys, talking and playing around in the living room. 
Suga was talking to Jungkook, laughing.
His smile was bright as always and his eyes were sparkling like diamonds in the sunlight. 

I really do miss his smile. 

"Hey girls! Welcome!" Rap monster welcomed us, making the boys face our direction. 

"Hi Suga" I greeted him.

"Oh Hi" he replied, not even taking one glance at me.

I slowly walked towards the couch and sat down beside Suga.

He turned his back to me and talked again with Jungkook.

I didn't like how he met me, but maybe he tired and wanted to relax? 
I don't know. 
I guess I think too much.

"Hey, (Y/N)! Can you help me with the food?" Jimin asked from the kitchen.

"Sure" I said with in a sad tone before I jerked up from the couch, walking towards the kitchen.

"What are you making?" I asked Jimin, looking around the kitchen. 

"Hey, whats wrong?" Jimin asked,peering my face.
"Oh, nothing" I looked away, avoiding Jimin's gaze.

"You have red eyes, on verge on tears?" 
"I have to use the bathroom" I quickly ran out of the kitchen and to the bathroom.
"Damn.. bulls eye" Jimin quietly cursed.
"What bulls eye?" Nari asked, checking the kitchen for food.
"Nothing, I think it is best that Suga checks on his girlfriend..." 

I was walking past the living room, avoiding any eye contact. 

Successfully I was able to get to the bathroom.

The moment I shut the door closed and locked it, tears started to well up in my eyes.

Why did he ignore me? 

Why did he give me the cold shoulder, and WHY did I get disappointed by his attitude. 

I covered my mouth with my hand, not letting myself cry.

I can't let myself cry over such a stupid reason.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.

"Hey, are you okay in there?" 

My eyes widen in shock of the familiar voice, Suga.

Why would he check on me now of all times, when he has ignored me the moment we arrived?

"Y-yeah, I am fine" I responded, hoping my voice didn't give in.

Unfortunately, it failed.

"(Y/N)... You are not okay, did something happened?" he asked with worry in his voice.

"N-no, I just cut some onions, that's all." I lied.
"Liar, we won't have any onions, Nari is allergic and you know it."

"That's right" V's voice echoed. 

"Hey, give that girl some space" Hani's voice rang.

"Sure, I don't like drama anyway" V's voice slowly disappeared. 

"What's going on?" Hani asked.
Before I could answer, Suga spoke up.
"Something is wrong and now she is lying to me. I didn't think (Y/N) was this kind of person"
I quickly unlooked the bathroom door and dashed out.

"That was over the line Suga" Hani commented, running after me.

"Hey Jin! Make the food by yourself, I have to find (Y/N)!" Hani said, trying to get out of the dorm.

But Nari stopped her.

"Let her be" She said serious.

"But.."

"(Y/N) needs time alone to think" 

I ran and ran. This moment felt really nostalgic. Last time I ran away, I met Suga. This time, I am running away from Suga.

It wasn't enough that he had ignored my existence, but he really had to put salt in my wound. 

But he was right.

Lying isn't me, and I wasn't this kind of person. I really hate myself right now.

I become selfish, I want more of Suga, I want his attention, his opinion, his time and his love.

I am asking for too much.