thoughts and opinions that i probably wrote at 1 am

Not gonna happen

I remembered there's literally like three  square kilometres of countryside in the middle of my suburb with abandoned hospitals and caves and stuff and I want to ride my bike there and look around but I hate doing stuff like that in the day but I literally sleep through my alarms eight times until it's actually light outside but when I'm up early I love it but then I sleep the rest of the day I'm so conflicted help