thoughts and opinions that i probably wrote at 1 am

I hate my brain

Looking for another tidbit to convince myself that it's about me, because I'm just that self centred 
Why is my brain like this- logically, it's not me but this tiny, loud part is still screaming 'ITS ABOUT YOU'
But I should know better
It never is

And would you look at that this is why I don't have a poetry book
Is this even poetry or just me being emo