thoughts and opinions that i probably wrote at 1 am

fuck off

i'm happier now
and no one likes me when i'm happy
they all want deep conversations
but i have nothing deep to talk about
because when i'm desperate and sad
it's easier to use me to make yourself feel better
you want to save me
but there's nothing to save me from
fuck off and let me live
i'm not your enigmatic, sad, walking stereotype
i'm not YOURS
stop making me feel bad for living a life
that doesn't involve you
i don't owe you anything
you can't force me to talk about things that don't involve you
you can't buy my love
how about being a real friend?
someone who respects me
and realises they can't control how i feel
someone who knows i DO exist outside of
these zeros and ones
fuck off