thoughts and opinions that i probably wrote at 1 am

Friends

I have friends
I have people to sit with at lunch
I have people to laugh with
I go out with people occasionally
But
I have no one to speak to at lunch
The laughs are forced and uncomfortable
I don't go out unless I initiate it

I wish I had people who I could just talk to whenever
I wish I had people who's houses I could sleep at when I wanted
I wish I had someone to talk to at 3am about boys or girls or whoever else
I wish I was invited out without me begging or creating the event myself
I wish I had friends