Sad poems

19.

I know I said that being in love was a myth, but I feel something for you
You know, I have these butterfly's when I see you, and I kinda want to hit you because it's like a whole zoo in there and it hurts my stomach.
And you make me super nervous which is so not fair, because I'm pretty sure I don't have an effect on you whatsoever .
I hate how when I look at you, I can tell that the end of your hair is a lighter shade brown, and then even though you have brown eyes, if you look close enough you see flecks of green in them.
I hate how i notice that you tap you're hand on you're thigh when you get nervous or when you bite your lip from laughing, because you laugh at everything.
I swear it's likes you can't even keep a straight face.
I hate how you always want to get me to talk to you when I'm mad or how you call bullshit on my lies
I hate how tell me that I'm bossy and mean, and you tease me all the time
I hate how you don't listen to me, I know that sounds bitchy, but I'm not even that bossy and you just don't listen and it bugs me to no end
I hate how everyone thinks you're so innocent because, believe me, you are anything BUT innocent
You have you're life figured out, you're friends with everyone
You're nice, maybe a little too nice.
I hate how I wrote you're birthday down on a notecard, so I wouldn't forget it
I hate that you make me feel so vulnerable around you, you make me feel like I can never say the right thing!

And I hate how I feel something for you, that you will never feel for me

~the things you will never know