Sad poems

28.

I remember when I was in the living room, blasting music, singing till my lungs were sore
Or going swimming in lake during the summer
Or having friends talk to me on a daily basis
I was happy

I remember yelling at my brother because he was yelling at my sister
I remember coming out of my room and instantly be thrown in with a list of chores
I remember having to get up and cook because no body else wanted too
I was angry

I remember staying in my room reading inspirational quotes, just to keep me going
I remember going outside, even if it was freezing, just so I can be met with silence
I remember getting liquor from the cabinet while everyone was asleep, because the liquor made me feel good inside
I was sad

And now, I just lay here.
Too exhausted to get up and do anything
Wishing to be alone all the time
Society is too much of a burden

Now I'm just numb. I don't feel anything anymore.