Sad poems

40.

I thought I was happy you know?
I was on good terms with everyone.
I was talking to people, and having fun.

But then today, I went to a birthday party.

And I realized that nobody really wanted to hang out or talk to me.
I realized that they all had their friends, they were laughing a having fun.

And I was just in the corner, sitting alone.
Because I didn't know what to do with myself.

I'm always going to be that second, or third, or fourth choice.

Maybe they wouldn't even choose me at all