Sad poems

22.

I didn't have my heart broken
Well not from a lover

No

My heart was broken by my family
I love them but they hurt me

My sister is perfect
Why is she so perfect?
She takes after the traits of the country family and is beautiful
She always Listens, and lightens the mood

My big brother is so full of himself, yet everyone adores him
He looks up to dad, they have so much in common
He has the perfect girlfriend that he is going to propose to
He has his life together

My little brother is a total asswhole
He plays video games all the time
He doesn't listen to anyone but dad
Yet..everyone thinks he's an adorable kid

And then there's me.
The one who only knows sarcasm
Always looks angry but is just mad at herself
The one who tries to do everything right, but does everything wrong

I'm just the daughter that didn't get any family traits, or the one who cares about beauty more than anything, but that's not true.

I do so many things for them. I put food in containers when they didn't get anything cause their not home, I give them the last cookie because I can see they want it.
I don't cut myself, no matter how broken I am, because for they saw they would be sad
I don't smoke because it would make them mad
I don't drink because they would angry

I'm just the daughter with a big dream.

But all I ever hear from my family

"Why does she want tattoos? What's wrong with her?"
"Why does she always have that damn attitude "
"Can you stop being a bìtch for 5 minutes "
"You're so lazy"
"Wow, you're getting fat lauran "
"You never get out of you're room"
I'm sorry that I don't meet you're exspectations, and I'm broken... But you have 3 other kids who obviously are perfect

So now I'm numb
Now I don't care about anything
It's hard for me to feel emotions now
Now...I'm heartless