Secrets revealed

13) Test

"Ivan!"
"Ahh Natalia seems like you had fun, Нет?" I ignore his stupid remark and pick him up by the throat, he try's to thrash at my hands but the restraints stop him
"You think I'm stupid? God I'm actually insulted you'd ever think I'd fall for that shit" he try's to speak but I clamp tighter on his neck restricting him
"You set up the shooting, you knew I'd figure it out so you decided to get one of your stupid Russian goons to step in and play winter soldier!? God I expected more from you Ivan. But I guess one good thing comes out of it. Let's do the equation here, Your intel is no longer reliable therefore you are no longer an asset resulting in your demise, gidy!" He attempts to choke out words but I slam him on the table, this time using all the strength I own to crush his wind pipe. I smile as his chubby, old and stubbly face turns red. I laugh as his eyes show fear and plead me to stop but all I do is carry on all the while not changing a shade. Finally I get the justice I deserve. Just as I was about to finish it, just as I was about to be the happiest women on earth, it gets snatched away from me, quite literally. I feel huge muscles drag me away as I desperately try to thrash and escape his grip
"Steve!" I shout pleading with him to let me finish the job but it has no effect. He continues to pull me out as medical officers rush past me aiding Ivan and I can't help but look at them disgusted. As he pulls me out I hear the terrible; yet dauntingly familiar, sound of the lock locking and he puts me down. I run straight towards the door but the guards refuse to open it.
"Nat! A word." Steve shouts trying to not lose his temper in front of the guards. Storming past him I head straight to my basic shield room and know he's gonna follow.

"What is wrong with you!?" He shouts slamming the door behind him
"Wrong with me? Are you serious!" He looks at me confused
"I was attacked by some asshole with a sniper and I know for a FACT it was not Bucky. That waste of space in there asked one of his goons to do it!" I shout pacing; which apparently I do  when I'm stressed.
"Are you okay?" He says returning to his usual calm and collected self
"I'm fine.... look it was a test this is part of some elaborate scheme of some kind, I bet Bucky isn't even alive just a story to get inside shield and for what?! I don't even know yet and I don't ever want to, all I know is that killing him is the only 100% guarantee that it won't bite us back in the ass!" He looks at me with his baby blue eyes so hurt, so confused.
"Look this isn't you this is what he wants, to tear you apart and become... her" I lose it.
"HER?! The one who got horrible people off the streets once and for all!?"
"Yeah the one who murdered innocent men, women and children!" He shouts. I can't help but feel as if I've just been shot right in the heart, over and over.
"Look Nat I didn't-"
"You know what fuck you Steve and fuck this god dam weak country!" I storm off not looking back, not freezing up.
I just hope this plan works, for mine and steves sake.
"We'd better get a goddam Oscar for this" I whisper under my breathe.

A/N yay hope you liked:) just wanted to say thanks to all the positive votes and comments that I've been receiving lately it gave me the motivation to carry on with this story so thanks guys for sticking with me;) x
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