Confusing Love

Chapter 25: Advice

Cameron's P.O.V.
I knock on Nash's door. There's a few cars in his driveway. I wonder who's here. Taylor opens the door. "Hey Cam. What's up man?"

"I came to talk to Nash actually. What are you doing here?"

"Well actually, almost all of us are here." I walk in and see everyone from MAGCON sitting in Nash's living room, minus Shawn and myself.

"What are you all doing here?" I questioned.

"We actually all came to talk to Nash." said Aaron.

"What about?" Everyone was quiet for a second.

"About you and Shawn." said Taylor moving his way back to the couch.

"What about us?" I say, my heart starting to beat faster.

"Well there's rumors going around on social media that you guys are like, a thing." Everyone looked at me. It was time to tell them all the truth.

"Well guys I'm here to tell you, that it's true. Shawn and I are a couple. And I love him. I was too scared to come out before but now I know it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks besides Shawn."

"Cameron why were you scared to tell us?" asked one of the Jacks.

"Yah man, you know we'll love you no matter what." said Aaron.

"I'm sorry guys. It was just really hard to admit to myself and now I'm not afraid to say it anymore. I'm happy with who I am." I see Nash sitting in the kitchen. He had been listening the whole time. "Excuse me guys." I walked over to Nash. "I need to talk to you." We walked into another room away from all the guys.

"What's wrong Cameron?"

"It's Shawn's dad. He's making Shawn doubt himself."

"What do you mean?"

"Well he's basically disowned Shawn and Shawn really looks up to his father a lot. He's questioning wether or not being gay is a sin or not."

"I'm sorry Cameron. This must be hard for you too."

"No Nash, I understand. If my mom said to me what his dad said to him I would seriously think about what I was doing. I mean as children we look up to our parents and as we grow up we realize how right they were all the time and how much they taught us. Having them tell you that what you love and how you love is wrong has got to be seriously hard for him."

"Have you tried calling his parents and explaining to them the pain they're causing Shawn?" I didn't even think about that. All I need to do is tell them how hurt Shawn is and that they need to accept him because they're making him question his entire life.

"Thank you Nash." I leave and go back to my apartment. I load a few boxes into my car. It was 10:00 pm. I drive back to Shawn's. I knock on the door. He doesn't open it. "Shawn, it's Cameron. Open up!" I was banging on the door now. I wasn't about to kick this door down for the second time. His owner would be pissed as hell. "Shawn open up! My hands are full of boxes." I think back to Shawn telling me where he kept his spare key. I put down the boxes and ride the elevator back down to the parking lot. There's a large rock by the building. I reach under it and find Shawn's spare key. I go back up and unlock his door. I put the boxes down. The lights are completely off. "Shawn? Hello? Are you home?!" I walked into his bedroom. He was no where. I wander if his car was still in the parking lot? I go to walk out and I notice the door is shut. I never closed the door. Someone is in the apartment with me. And it's definitely not Shawn.