I woke up the next morning to a phone call. It was Jake.
Jake: maya I know ur mad but can u please call me?
I call him.
"Hi Maya."
"Jake what do you want? I really don't want to deal with you."
"Maya just listen I said I'm sorry! I don't understand what else do you want me to do?"
"Jake, imagine holding a glass plate in your hand. Now throw it on the ground hard enough for the pieces to shatter everywhere."
"Um where is this goi-"
"Now say sorry to the plate. Is the plate fixed?"
"No-"
"Exactly. Do you understand now Jake? I'm the plate. Even if I accept your apology it won't fix my feelings again."
"Okay I understand but I know I fucked up and all I want is for you to know how sorry I am."
"You pulled me in to play your little love game while you were talking to god knows how many other bitches and you lied constantly and I believed you because I thought you genuinely cared about me. But you didn't. That's not cool. At all. I gotta go."
"Maya please just hold on-"
"I gotta go." I hang up.
I grab my pack of cigarettes and go out in my balcony. I feel tears building up in my eyes but I try to resist them.
I suddenly remember something important I forgot to do this morning.Maya: Asa,
Asa: Maya! hey
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Focus (Asa Butterfield)
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