Silent Love (Harry Potter Love Story)

Chapter 51

It’s summer and the beginning for my fifth year in Hogwarts. I can’t believe that I’m already spend the four years of my life in Hogwarts with so many crazy adventures and I manage to still alive. And I can’t believe Harry is still alive either, somehow he always attracts the danger which on purpose or not. Example like this morning when he goes to the store to get groceries for aunt Petunia, he almost get hit by a car, and the day after that he almost attacked by Dudley and his gank. I can’t believe my best friend is still alive. And still, I haven’t told him about my feelings about him. He already has a lot going on his mind and I don’t want to add another thing to confuse him and that thing can also ruin our friendship, yet I’m still holding to this feeling and still hoping it will just gone for good but no, it just keep growing stronger because he’s all on my mind now, and I believe it’s not just a crush anymore, and I think it’s not love either, I’m still fifteen and I think I don’t know what love feels like and then love is just such a strong word.

It is sunset, Harry and I drift down into an abandoned playground, we sit in the unbroken swing.

”Does Ron and Hermione contact you?” asked Harry.

“They still don’t contact me ever since you asked me that three days ago,” I said.

“Yeah, I’m sorry I’m being so nosy,” said Harry.

“That’s ok, I think the same thing as you though, it likes they just keep distance to us you know,” I said.

“I don’t think they keep distance from you Fanny, they keep distance from me,” said Harry. He looks a little upset.

“Harry, don’t even think about that, I’m sure they care a lot about you,” I said. “You look a little upset today, why you always look angrier this past few days?”

“I honestly don’t know Fanny. It’s just the dream about Cedric just keep going on and on. First it’s just every week, now I had that dream everyday even when I take a nap,” said Harry. “I’m just really tired from all this.” said Harry

“It’s not your fault Harry, you watched him be killed by Voldemort’s servant, you watched Voldemort backs, it’s not a thing that you can easily forget,” I tried to make he felt better.

“You’re right,” Harry smiled.

“Sometimes I just wonder what if I give Cedric a chance to take me to the dance, then you can go with Cho, everyone will get the happy ending, instead I’m just waiting for a guy that won’t ever take me to the dance,” I laughed at myself, and Harry as always still doesn’t know he’s the guy that I’m talking about.

“Hey, don’t say that, we have fun in that dance, you saved me from the horror that I’ve been through,” Harry laughed.

“I guess you’re right. Why we always regret thing at the end?” I asked.

“Because it’s just the way it supposes to be in life,” Harry said.

“Beside, the real horror is when Hermione taught me to learn in those heels. It’s just too horrifying,” I laughed. “I really miss them.”

“Yeah me too,” said Harry.

The sound of harsh laughter reaches our ears. We looks up, Dudley and his gang of followers are walking down the street, telling crude jokes and laughing.

“Oh it’s you and the girl next door,” Dudley said and winked at me. It just makes me sick.

“What should we do with him, big D?” asked one of his stupid friends. Harry just laughs.

“Big D?” I raised my eyebrow.

“You like it princess?” Dudley winked.

“Don’t ever call me that,” I glare at him. Wow, I sound like Hermione.