There I sat, on my bed, laying against the headboard while chatting on my laptop. It had been 2 weeks since my phone and ipad got taken away and 2 weeks since I’ve spoken to Zahira. I was missing her so much.
I didn’t have to miss her anymore as we skyped. It felt amazing talking to her after so long. We spoke for about 5 minutes until Yusuf heard me speaking and walked in! I was shocked and stood still for a moment. I thought that last time was the angriest I’ve seen him but I was wrong.
He pulled the laptop away from me and the worst began. He started swearing at me and screaming. I wanted to remind him that we have neighbours but it would’ve just made things worse as he would’ve only screamed louder.
I have been through so much lately and was just so emotional at this stage. His words echoed in my mind. I began to cry and couldn’t stop. I could hear him tell my mum everything and she came in to talk to me. She thought that Yusuf was too hard on me but felt that I should learn my lesson. My mum is always there to cheer me up even if it’s just a little. I don’t know what I’d do without her. I understand that It was wrong for me to be talking to boys in the first place.
I missed Aadil soo much. He was always there offering a shoulder to cry on. He just understands me. The way that he’s so shy with others but opens up to me is amazing. His smile just makes everything okay.
I hope Zahira doesn’t worry too much about me. I’ll be fine. Yusuf is definitely going to tell my dad again. He told my dad the first time
and my dad just warned me. I wonder what will happen this time but it’s nothing that serious and besides, I am a daddy’s girl. I wasn’t
skyping to a boy. It was Zahira! I don’t think my dad will worry too much. Yusuf is just blowing things out of proportion. I guess I just have to wait and see what’s next. Wish me luck!
Nazain ♡
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