The Invasion

Chapter 8 - Get The Fuck Off My Mind

Blarion's POV

She was magnificent. Seeing her fight up close was stunning. I was attentive to her thoughts the whole time and she never once thought about the movement she had to move. She just did it. You could tell her swords were an extention of herself and not just objects. Amazingly good. I had trained my whole army from scratch and not even one of them was like her.

And her mind... It was so analitical. She might not know subtility and such but she sure knew strategy and tactics.

It was hard to understand humans, because we're much stronger than they are. We still don't know their limitations, but it stunned us when they died so easily. We wanted to capture them, not kill them, yet, when we touched them just with a bit of strength, they just dropped dead at our feet. We don't feel. We never feel until the moment we meet our mate.  It is a struggle to know what all these new emotions mean, or how come I got them. One moment I was watching her, the next I started having emotions. I struggle with the notion of love friendship and regret because basically, I never felt them before.

We slaughtered the whole human race. Or close enough to it. How can we ever stop feeling ashamed of ourselves after this? Some of us had the excuse of not knowing. But the mated pairs should know, should understand, and should have stopped us. They didn't. It's our fault because we did it, and theirs because they didn't stop us.

I need to make it up to them. To HER. My mate. My life. The woman who hates me. The one I'd die to protect if the time came, and the woman to whom I destroyed her whole life and killed the man she loved.

I'd normally be jealous, if I'm understanding well the concept. But, with everything we, I, have done to them, to her, how can I even dare to be jealous, or any other such?

My regrets will haunt me for the rest of my life, but that doesn't stop me. I will try to get her, to make her love me, but will I be able to do it?

But I have a plan. Just wait and Watch....

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Lana's POV

I hope you are better. I would shuder to think what you would do to me the next time we meet if you're mad at me, personalty.

The voice ghosted through my mind like it had been doing for the last 4 days. I knew who it was... That damn alien, the destroyer of my world. I felt a shudder go through him at the venom in my thoughts, but hell, he could take a hike out my mind. I never asked him to start being a pushy asshole in the first place. Why couldn't they just leave? They got what they wanted didn't they? To murder my people and destroy everything I held dear...

Killed Filipe... A tear escaped from me, and I quickly reigned in my emotions before I unleashed a storm inside myself.

I felt sorrow all of a sudden, and it wasn't mine, which it meant it was his.

GET THE FUCK OUT MY MIND. I yelled in his direction.

Oh wow, that was strong. It even gave me a headache.

It should have mae your head explode.

I put up my strongest shields and tried to close myself completely off his radar. The last thing I heard from his part was a faint Please don't do this to me. Screw him, damn alien.