I swear, I'm not suicidal

19 : d a m n

CHAPTER NINETEEN : DAMN

Finally! It's the one season that's got everyone running around frantically in the mall. It's the time when everyone's procrastinating buying the gifts. It's the season EVERYBODY loves! Especially me! If you hate Christmas, I swear, I'm going to kill you in your sleep!

Yes everybody, it's Christmas!

The day to cry, the day to be jolly, and the day to be excited! It's just simply wonderful!

It's currently the twenty-fourth of December, meaning it's Christmas Eve! I'm spending my Christmas Eve with the Miller household, along with my friends and family. Sadly, Liam can't go since his family holds a tradition that he HAS to spend every single Christmas with them 'till he dies. I'm not even kidding, those were his exact words.

Alex and Lexi are just staying for dinner though, they won't be able to stay until midnight to open the presents. They were lucky enough to be able to leave the house during Christmas Eve since their parents are just as strict as Liam's parents.

Blake on the other hand had no one to spend his Christmas with. When he told me that, I just had to invite him for the Christmas Eve dinner. He didn't tell me why he had no one to celebrate it with though, but I decided not to push it. I mean, he never pushed me into telling him about my past so I'll do the same. Besides, he'll tell me when he's ready to tell me.

Liv's not staying with us because she's going to some college christmas party on the other side of the city! Like, what the hell! She invited me to come but I kindly declined. I mean, why go to a party when you could have a nice family dinner with your friends and family with proper food? Seriously, people now a day are so confusing.

Apparently, Reece's friends are coming over for dinner too. Oh no, that meant that the white haired freak is coming! I haven't seen him since the meet up at Reece's grandmother's house. That was like, two weeks ago, I think. Anyways point is, I haven't seen him or any of his friends in a long time.

Tonight's either going to go really really good, or really really bad.

I hope it's the former.

Also, I had officially moved in with Blake. His guest room is now my new room. We've already arranged everything and yeah, it's all good. Mike and Jen said it was fine but Mike was a bit hesitant with the idea of me living with a male.

Yeah, Blake and me? Never.

Reece is a whole different thing. To say he got mad would be the understatement of the century. He freaking freaked out! He literally gave me the cold shoulder for three days until I had to apologize. Seriously, I didn't do anything bad! The reason for his outburst would forever be a mystery to me.

Blake and I's tutoring lessons were officially over. He got a B+ on his last test so he officially called it off. I felt so relieve when I heard the news! I'm never agreeing to tutor ANYONE ever again. Blake was just so hard to teach! It's like he was born without a brain!

I walked over to my wardrobe and got my clothes for the dinner tonight. I brought out a cute little red dress then went ahead to the bathroom to shower and change. I passed by Blake's room on the way to the bathroom and I heard slight snoring. Wait, he's sleeping. Dinner's in an hour!

Before going in the bathroom, I headed inside Blake's room with a loud bang, attempting to wake him up but unfortunately, he didn't budge. I groaned and walked over to him.

"Wake up." I whispered while shaking him but he didn't move. At all.

"WAKE UP!" I shouted while frantically shaking him. He groaned and threw a pillow at me, and he missed by the way. I picked up the pillow he tried to hit me with, and repeatedly hit him with the pillow until he finally woke up.