Who am I?

986 22 2
                                    




I watch him put the last forkful of food into his mouth. The dinner was over before I knew it. I put my elbow on the table and lay my face in my palm. What time is it? I glance over again to the tables looking for my parents. Shouldn't I be sleeping right now? I shut my eyes. Where are they? I feel the tingles as he pokes my arm. I open my eyes slowly and take in the empty room. I blink my eyes repeatedly clearing my blurry vision. Where has everyone gone?

"The party's over." I stare at his moving lips. What is he saying? I nod my head as my eyes flutter closed.

Light glares into my closed eyes and I groan. I roll over or at least try to but I am constricted at the waist. My eyes widen as I stare at his large tan arm that is draped over me protectively. What the hell happened last night? I peek underneath the covers and release the breath I didn't know I was holding. I was still wearing my dress from last night. At least I didn't give up my virtue to this stranger.

"He is your mate!" my wolf yipped.

"We don't know his name and yet you still want to do naughty things with him? You're a dirty little wolf!" I growled at her and cut off the link. She can be a horny little thing. I softly and slowly pick up his arm and slide out from underneath it. I lightly put it back down on the bed and creep out of the bedroom. I glance around looking for anything; I see nobody. Where is the exit? I sighed and opened up the link again, "Can you help me get out, please?"

"No, you are running away from our mate!" she growled at me. I growled back at her and pushed her back to the corner of my mind. I am fuming with anger. First, she gives a mate that I didn't even want in the first place and she made sure he was the sexiest man alive. Oh and our mate is the alpha king! Now she is refusing to even help me escape! I turn and race down the wooden stairs. I run around through the rooms and finally find the kitchen with a backdoor facing the woods.

He is going to wake up soon and I only have two options, stay and pretend to be the perfect mate to wait until the perfect time to make my escape or run now and hope for the best. I put my hand on the handle. I hesitate. Am I really going to leave before I even give my mate a chance? The Moon Goddess had to have put him with me for a reason, right? I stare at the metal door handle. I felt a shiver run down my back notifying me of a very unwanted presence a few feet away from me. "What the hell are we going to do now?"  My wolf ignored me, of course she was being stubborn. I turned around to greet my mate with a forced smile. I was no doubt showing him just how bad of an actor I was. I laughed nervously as I stared at his dark eyes. His eyes found mine and darkened more. I felt as if his eyes could see right through all of my lies as though he knew my entire being, my life story, as if he could see me. 

"What are you doing?" his sexy raspy morning voice flooded into my ears. I felt as though my eyes would pop out of their sockets at any moment. Should I lie? Would he know if I lied? I searched his face for an answer; he wasn't giving me any.

"I was just uh-" I glanced out the glass door again. "I was just admiring your view. It's quite beautiful out." He squinted his eyes at me, trying to decipher my words. I tilt my head to the side as to dare him to question me further. I take a step towards the refrigerator. "What would you like for breakfast Mr. Alpha King?" I spoke singsongy. A soft snarl escaped his lips.

"We don't make our food. We have omegas who do the cooking around here." Omegas. Figures he would use the poor souls. I had always felt compassion on Omegas; they were always a slave to their own kind. It was horrible what some were forced to do. I gave my mate a hard glare.

"I can cook myself." He opened his eyes wide, as if this surprised him. I turned around and opened the door to a fully stocked refrigerator. I held my stomach as it gurgled. I pulled out the eggs and set them on the counter next to me. I continued to pull out food ingredients as I felt eyes still watching my every move. I bent down to search the bottom cabinets of the fridge as I felt his gaze drift where no eyes have dared to go before. My wolf purred as I felt slightly uneasy. I wasn't used to this kind of attention. I turned around to face him. I felt heat rise to my face as I looked into his eyes that were full of lust. He took a step forward as I took a step back. I hissed at him as he took another step towards me. Hurt flashes over his features as his eyes return to their normal golden shade. 

"Look, I really don'-" I was cut off as a breeze flushes over my body. He left me in his own kitchen. I sighed out in relief as my wolf sighed out in sadness. I continued to cook my breakfast for one as my wolf whined to find our mate. She pushed her sadness onto me as I gobbled up my omelet. I put my dishes in the sink and turned around, leaning on the side of the kitchen sink.

"We really need to talk about this." I hoped she would understand. "I know you really want him but, I really don't. I want my pack not all of them."

"You are unworthy. I wish Mate and I could just be together without you. You make everything impossible." She growled at me, angrily.

"Stupid she-wolf, you don't see how bad this situation really is. You are blinded by the mate-pull!" I growled back making her feel my unwant of this bond. "You know I can't take anybody else. You know who I love."

I waited for a response but got none. I walked over to the glass door and took in the view, it really was beautiful. I pulled the door open. I knew this would be my only chance to go back. I stripped out of my clothes knowing I'd need them later.  I jumped off the overly large back porch and landed on four paws. I picked up my clothes in my mouth and ran as fast as I could to the nearest bus station.

As I stepped into the bus, I knew deep down that he'd find me and take me back soon but I couldn't waste this chance to find him. I needed to be the one to tell him; I needed to be the one to break his heart. I needed to be there for him as both of our hearts shatter.



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I realise this story seems a lot like others in the beginning but it'll get better. Be prepared for the emotional roller coaster ahead. Thank you so much for reading my story! 

The King's LunaWhere stories live. Discover now