Dream

24. My Queen

You're a monster,
That much is true
But for some reason I can't seem to stay away from you

You tear me apart,
Purely for your own amusement
Yet I still hand you my heart

I catch you late at night running off to some bar,
Just to mess around with me
Yet when you come back I still welcome you with open arms

I must be out of my mind
To keep begging for you thoughtlessly,
I put the truth in love is blind

I let you rip me to shreds
Fully aware of the fact that,
You only hang around to fuck with my head

You're a cruel witch
Egotistical, selfish, apathetic
The definition of a cold hearted bitch

But I continue vying for your attention
Knowing you're only in it,
For your own personal entertainment

It hurts,
Knowing I'm always in second place,
Yet I still strive to be in your good graces

Because you're my queen
It'd be a stretch to call you an angel, and it's a bit crude to call you a demon
So queen was the only thing that fit

This love is toxic,
But only for me,
Since I'm the one you're poisoning

I scream you're psychotic,
And your despicable self just sits there,
With a heart melting smile and stares

How could I say no to such a pretty face?
This is wrong,
I should leave, but your appeal is so strong

You've got a giggle that could cure cancer,
Funny,
Because you feel like a disease in me

But I'd still be your donor,
Give you my head as a hat
And I'd give you my heart, but you already have that

I would rip out my own spine and give it to you,
Tear, saw, and hack,
But you'll never really have my back

It doesn't make any sense, I know
But I just can't help but be obsessed
You're everything I never wanted

Somehow that's romantically enticing
I sound like a creep
When you're the sick one with the masochistic tendencies

But even though you don't want my mind or heart,
And use me for my body, and amusement
I still fall into foolery

I can't help but keep falling,
For a monster, a heretic, a devil that just wants to play around with me
You're all those things,

But no matter what,
You'll always be,
My perfect little queen.

Inspired by,
Love Me Dead- Ludo, (Nightcore)