Dream

41. Break the Silence

Silence blares in my ears

Never has quiet felt this loud

I crave your voice and sound

Noiseless oblivion rings out

I can't hear myself think

I don't know what to believe 

I'm drowning in this ear piercing quiet 

I can see the words on your lips

Scream them out before I lose it

I'm struggling to breathe in 

You suffocate me with indifference 

I can take a hit

I can hold my own

But I can't take this

I feel so alone

I'm willing to listen

But you hold a frozen tongue

Ice on your blue lips

Snowflakes cloud my vision

One word is all I ask for

Anything to fight this cold

I miss your warmth

But you've become numb

Come back to me

I stand on the outside of doors locked, barred and slammed shut

Waves of noiseless hurt push against my eardrums

Emotion is haunting

And you're a silent ghost screaming in my head

Please just tell me

Because of all the lips I've read,

Yours seem to be the only ones not moving

My heart can't find a reason to feel

It's killing me

Tell me what you aren't saying

I can see what we could be 

But my eyesight is failing me

And if I can't find your voice I'll lose my hearing

Speak up, even to tell me to leave

I don't know what to feel

And my mind is going

In this noiselessness I can't think

I've lost the hope to believe 

My thoughts seem like the bland words of a script

This is killing me

Without you every sound feels like heartless emotion

 Quiet is deafening

I've given all I can give

Please

Break the silence..

Inspired by,

Out Loud- Gabbie Hanna