Shut Off // Andy Biersack x Reader

Part 8

Andy's night wasn't much better then yours in the sleeping area.
It came to him to look you up to try and find out a bit about you since you wherent obviously wanting to talk about it.
He figured he should atleast know the basic concept of who was living with him at least.
What he found was way more then he bargained for though.
This is the article he got:

WIKIPEDIA-

Y/N L/N

Background information

Birth name Y/n M/n L/n
Also known as n/n
Born (year) (month) (day)
Occupation(s) unknown

EARLY LIFE

Y/n moved to c/s (current state) with her family, D/n, M/n, and her soblings, older brother Sam and her twin sister Jane, from Mississippi where she was born, moving from there to Georgia, moving around every year until she was the age of 13 and a half where they planned to settle at c/s

PERSONAL LIFE

Her parents and siblings died on December 19th y/y/w/f (year you where fourteen) y/n was the only survivor of the house fire that was later learned to have been started by their fireplace that had been running all of that night. After three weeks in the hospital, it Left y/n to the Foster care system until age 17. Y/n was smart, caring, and very talented. However no one knows if these things have stayed after the trauma the poor girl has gone through. Records show that after the accidint she became shut down. Refused to speak to a specialist, has attempted suicide over 18 times through the ages of 17-21. No one knows y/n personally and hasn't since she was 17 where she had basically gone gosht. Current whereabouts are unknow.
The only thing they where able to get out of her at the hospital was her words from sleep talking. Some such as "It's my fualt" "it should've been me" etc.
It's said that she hasn't left her house expect for unconscious being carried out by paramedics or leaving the house and coming back with what neighbors have said to be bags from a liquor store.

CARIER

Unknown

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Andy stared at his screen wide eyed and mouth dropped. All the bitterness, anger and refusal to talk about personal life all made since now. It was like turning on a light in a pitch black room. Everything became clear.
He felt like he needed to talk to you about it but he knew that that was definitally not a good idea. For all he knew it could completely shut you down again or make you have another break down.
Decided to sleep on it a bit, he turned off his phone and layed down in his bed.
It was around 12 and he couldn't get himself to go to bed until about 2.
He thought about all the shit you had went through. It had cuased you anger issues, hatred towards yourself and by default, others. It made you attempt suicide, you seemed to stop doing the things you loved, you stopped talking to people, and you lost your family. Nothing. Nothing good came out of the accidint. Andy had a pit in his stomach the more he thought about it. He was honestly suprised you could even still talk with all of the shit you had went through.
The pit in his stomach made him just wanna go up and hug you for like, ten years.
Though he also felt you had some sort of touch phobia becuease you barley ever let him touch you.
Finally he woke up the next day. However he still was lost as to how he was gonna do this. He felt he couldn't just leave it all alone knowing how you must be feeling but he didn't want to make you have to relive you past again.
He leaned his hips on his counter as he sipped his coffee.
He decided he would talk to Ashley about this becuease you seemed to like him more then the other band mates.
Taking out his phone, he texted Ashley:
Hey Ashley, I looked up y/n on Google to try and find out a little bit more about her since for some reason she never really wanted to talk about it and... uh.. Ashley... I'm suprised she isn't worse then how she is right noe...
Waiting for him to reply since it said he saw it, Andy put his phone down on the counter to go and really quickly wash his now empty cup
When he came back, Ashley's text read:
What did it say?
A.b- hold on. I'll send you the link.
A.p- k.
A.b- https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Y/n_L/n