Shut Off // Andy Biersack x Reader

Part 7

Apparently you had fallen back asleep in the car becuease when you woke up you felt yourself on a rather squishy and comfertable bed.
you opened your eyes to if indeed you in Andy's room that you where currently staying in and sat up.
Looking at the clock on your nightstand to see it was around 4PM.
You decided to get up after about twenty minutes of debating with yourself.
Walking out of your door and down the hallway and into the living room where you found Crow to be laying lazily on the couch, you walked over to him and pick him up in your arms, rubbing your thumb on his cheek.
Continuing your walk back to your room seeing that Andy wasn't there, you made your way back.
Closing the door of your room behind you like you always had it, you sat down on the bed with the cat in your lap and turned on the TV, switching on f/s and starting to watch from where you left off at.
About ten minutes in, you heard a quiet knock on your door.
"Hm?" You say, loud enough for whomever it was to hear you...you know unless they where like deaf or hard of hearing then maybe it would be..
"Hey y/n can I come in?" You hear Andy call from the other side of the door.
"It's still you're room technically." You state and you can hear him give a huff of luaghter before opening the door.
"Hey" He says, closing the door softly behind him.
"Hey." You reply, puasing the show and looking at him.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened?" He asks, not even being in the room to seconds.
"Oh god." You say exasperatedly, rolling you eyes and looking away from him.
"So no..?" He says, walking over to you bed a bit.
"Listen, biersack, I know you mean well but that's my  buisness and I don't feel like you need to know." You say.
"Okay but ashley said you basically turned panicked and where almost breaking down and like yelling and shit so that makes me a little wor-" Andy says but you cut him off before he can fisnisn. "I said, I didn't want to talk about it." You repeat, speaking rather low, smoothly and rather pissed that he didn't just let it go.
"Y/n why are you acting like this?" He asks worriedly.
"I'm not acting like anything! Your acting like something thoigh! Your acting really annoying! I said I didn't wanna talk about it! Do you not know what 'Dont wanna talk about it' means?! Damn it! I'm getting some air!" You snap, shoving the cat off you harshly and flying past Andy and out of the room before he could do anything.
You made haste with getting out of the rather large house and went out the front and started you speed walk down a random direction.
Running into multiple people (telling them to go to hell or fuck you once you had) You ended up at a park or something and headed for a trail that led into the woods or something.
Throwing rocks into the pond you came across along the way on your hike, you rethought about everything.
God. How could shit go so wrong? How could so much bad stuff happen in less then a day?
Thoughts swarmed your head and you felt like crying.
You had sat yourself down near the lake with your knees crisscrossed and your face was buried in your hands as you took shakes breaths.
Throwing your hands down rather harshly onto your lap put you completely overboard and you started crying.
Now this probably sounds..odd... to you. No, it wasn't becuease you took your hands away from your face but becuease you had slammed your currently cut up and still bloody back arm (you had cuts all along all of your arms) and hit something hard as a rock which hurt like a fucking bitch which made you so angry that you broke down into tears and proceeded to shout aimlessly in rage for the next five minutes while clutching your arm.
You felt a soft touch on your shoulder after about the fifth minute of yelling and you snapped your head around to look and see who the fuck in their right minds would do such an act to you.
You layed eyes on the gorgeous pale blue ones that belonged to none other then Andy.
"Whattttt? Didn't you hear me or do you just not speak English now? Cuase motherfucker I'll tell in you russian, French, Spanish or Dutch. Trying me mother fucker!" You say defensively, hating that this is how he found you.
You had quickly wiped your face dry as you spoke.
"Er... no I am just worried about you y/n. You don't seem okay and your not talking about it and I understand that you don't want to but it seems that it's important you atleast let someone know how your feeling. And, if you need to talk, I'm here. I promise. Okay?" Andy says, putting his finger closely to his lips when you where a about to speak as to silence you until he finished his speech.
"Well how sweet. But I don't need some9ne to talk to. I'm just fucking fine."
"Y/n you aren't thiugh. Your angry all the time about something it sounds like your mad at yourself for something. I dont know why. And I won't push it if you don't wanna talk. But please, please come back. Ashley and CC are also looking for you right now cuase it's been an hour and I got really worried. You know.. not that you where in danger but you where in jail or something for beating the shit out of someone becuease of some reasoj.." He says thiguhtfully, making you bit your lip to keep yourself from s,I long slightly.
you think about his words for a moment before finally nodding your head.
"Okay. I'll come back. On one condition. " You say.
"Name it." He says.
"I get to keep Crow in my room at night, you don't bother me about this shit for a while, and you don't make me go out if I don't wanna." You say.
"You know that that was actually like three conditions right?"He asks, furrowing his eyes. After giving him a slight glare, he quickly days,"Yeah, yeah okay. Just please don't do this kind of thing again.." He says and you nod.
He stands up and offers you a hand to help you up which you idly decline and get up yourself and walk in front of him.
You found what he was doing rather annoying but you knew he meant welll... you just didn't really know how to show someone gradatude anymore..
Getting in the car with him in the drivers seat, you hear him talking to cc on the phone.
"Hey CC. Yeah, I found her.... yeah she's fine.... and thank you for helping me look. Could you tell ashley that we found her?....okay, thanks man....okay well I gotta get going. See you in a few days...okay bye." He says and with that, he is off the phone.
"You spoke like I was a dog." You tell him.
"Sorry I didn't mean it like that." He replies, starting the engine and driving off.
When you got home, you declined Andy's offer of dinner and went straight to the room you where currently borrowing to finish your episode and to get away from reality.
It was odd. You almot, ever so slightly, wished that ashley was with you at the moment..
You didn't sleep that night but you did Hang out with Crow the whole time and finished another season....