Shut Off // Andy Biersack x Reader

Part 9

After about fifteen minutes of discussing the fact of how a shark would even be able to, A, get on land when there isn't water near where you guys where, B, get in the house (and still be alive), and C, still be able to eat Andy, the 6'4 sexy lady deer without choking, you both came to the conclusion that this was Impossible and Andy would be safe.... for now....
Another five minutes of silent cuddling soon came to an end when you heard a hesitant knock on the door.
"Um...guys... are you alright in there..? I ordered food if anyone is hungry...."
Deciding to be an asshole and let Andy stew for a moment, you quickly put a finger over Ashley's lips before he could speak and said "shhhhh" very quietly.
"Ashley? Is y/n Okay?" He called again but was meant with a silence.
"Ashley? I swear to god if something happened!" He says again but this time you have to cover Ashley's mouth with your whole hand to keep him from speaking and holding your other hand over your own mouth to keep yourself from luaghing.
"ASHLEY! Open the fucking door or I will! And I swear if your not passed out or half dead or comforting y/n I'll rip your heart out! I'm really worried about her now!" Andy says again, obviously worried.
Caving your lips in and biting down to make yourself stop almost liaghing, you keep your hand over the now alarmed looking Ashley's mouth.
However slapping him slightly and giving him a bewildered 'what the hell!?' Kind of look when you felt him lick your hand.
Giving you a smirk that made it evident that he was trying not to luagh, he answered Andy.
"Everything is fine, Andy. Y/n had my mouth covered so I couldn't talk." Ashley says and you could hear the sigh of relieve that came from Andy's lips through the closed door.
"Okay. Good. An I come in? " Andy says after a second.
"Mhm." Ashley says, removing his body from yours fully and sat up in your bed as you did the same.
"Y/n? Are you alright?" Andy asks worriedly as he enters the room.
"Yeah." You say, nodding your head.
"Okay. I'm really sorry about what had happened... do you want something to eat? Or anything? Anything you want. Just say it and I'll make it happen." He says and you think for a moment.
Why was he being so nice to you? Why  where a any of them being so nice to you? Why was this all happening? Why did you let this happen?
You thought to yourself longer then you should've at this moment.
Why are you letting this happen? Change it. You've killed everyone you've loved. Are you really gonna do it again? Do you really wanna go through all of this shit again?
A voice in your head asked.
No.
Is the only response you gave it.
Good. Then do what you know you have to do. What you should have done a while ago.
The voice continues.
And what might that be?
You ask yourself, hopping it wouldn't be the thing that you thought it was about to say.
However, it was the exact words.
Run. Hide. Leave.
And what did you do? You listened.
What's the point in it? What's the point in getting close to someone? It's heart break, it's pain, and it's danger. Danger to the people you love, and danger to you. You would no get close to someone else. Not again. That was a decision you had decided to make. You where you gonna stick to it.
"Y/n?" Andy's voice snaps you out of your thoughts.
"A walk." Is what you responded tpwith.
"What?" He asks.
"A walk. You asked me apwhat I wanted. I want a walk. I want a walk alone. I dont know when I'll be back or where I'll be going." You state and you see worry now written across Andy's face.
"A-are you sure you don't wanna go with anyone..?" He says worriedly.
"Yes. I will go alone, I don't know when or when I'll be back. Anything else?" You say shortly.
"Can you give me a time when I can hopefully expect you back? If I can't I'm gonna get really worried..." Andy says truthfully, already worried that you'll be out alone for God knows how long.
"Fine. 8." You state before enough can think and instantly regret it but it was to late.
"Okay. If your not back by eight thirty I'm coming looking though incase something happendd ." He says and Ashley also looks a little worried.
"I'm not a child you know! " You say definsivly, seeing as both boys seemed like they didn't want you to leave.
"We know we just...worry about you.. ." Ashley says.
"Your sure that you don't want anyone to come? " Ashley says, almost hopeful you'll say they can join.
However, you had no intentions of changing your plans.
What was your plan? It was to wander around bus stops, deciding where you wanted to go, then, at eight, you would go back to andys, pack up a bag, grab what little money you had, and sneak out the window once Andy was doing something else.
Getting up, you wiped off your face that now had black slightly ever where from crying (however you wiped it away), put on your shoes, and yp headed for your door.
"Y/n?" Andy calls before enough can leave the room.
"Hm?" You say, turning around to face him.
"Take this if you need a cab or want to get some food or something okay?" He says, handing ding you two twenty dollar bills.
He seemed drat her concerned.
You took the money from his hand, gave him two soft pats on the head, a small smile and left the room without a word.
As kind as you found the gesture, you still refused to give him a hug. No, not becuease you didn't like Andy or anything, but becuease you simply hated touching people. It felt...gross...
You headed out of his house to see it was about one thirty.
Heading down the road with a piece of paper and a pen you had taken from the house for writing down the places you planned to go, you shoved the for now blank paper into your pocket and headed down the street to the closest bus stop.
You planned on maybe going to Ohio or something. Someepwhere away from here. However it would take you almost a week to get you there since you would have to use buses...
After you decided on Ohio and wrote down the buses you had to take to get there (so you wouldn't forget after the nice man was done telling you) You started your walk back home since it would take you about an hour and it was now about six thirty.
Tired from walking, you slipped into the house and quietly headed up to your room without letting Andy know you where back.
you took out a suitcase that was a rustic look to it with a couple steampunky gadgets on it. With gears, a compas and some kidn of green bottles on it. It was about a five hundred dollars suitcase. It had a handle and could fit way more then just a couple things so, not only did it look awdosme, but it was also really handy. It was kind of heavy though. How did you get such a suitcase you ask? It was your sisters. She was always into the steampunk look. You also enjoyed it too but not as much as her.
(This is the suitcase⬇)