i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

This Is All Your Fault

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frying pan to the head...wait why am i thinking about this. im getting the shit beat out of me and im thinking about frying pans. you know now that i think about it im being hit in the head with a frying pan! ok now that makes more sense. well now after thinking so much about frying things i want some bacon. 'mmmm bacon sounds really good right now' said my wolf blossom. 'shut the hell up would you im getting beat here' i said then it hit me 'oh wait im getting beat oops almost forgot'.

OMG where in the hell are my manners. My name is caterina silver from the silver wood pack. i have brown hair and electric blue eyes. uhh what am i missing OH yea my life is hell. why you may ask, well i can tell you alright why the hell my life fucking sucks well its because my mom and dad died when i was three from a rouge attack which i will go into detail later. Anyway everyone blames me and they all hate me. Which really doesn't faze me i mean they all think that they can 'scare the hell out of me' but sadly they dont and i don't even know why.

"GET UP" yelled my brother Trent. My brother used to be my best-friend he protected me from everything but i guess now the only thing he wont protect me from is....well.... himself. i got up and was pushed to the stairs and im guessing that is the clue that i am supposed to go to my room and not come out till they call me. i ran up to my room *cough* closet *cough* but its all that i got so yea. any way i get in there and i sit on the floor and think about the day every thing went wrong for me.

Flashback:

"mommy mommy mommy, lets go get ice cream please mommy please." little me said looking like a hippie "ok sweetie lets take daddy with us ok". we would have taken Trent with us but he was with his friends and they never really liked hanging out with me so they alway went to somebody else house to hang out. "ok mommy just hurry". my mom laughs at me and gets dad. we were on our way to the ice cream shop when my dad suddenly stopped the car and turned back. "daddy where arwe you gowing 'da ice cream shop is the oder way". i was so confused. "sweetheart when we get home i need you to run as fast as you can to the safe room and dont argue with me understand". said daddy with a stern voice. i knew i had no way to argue this. "ok daddy". When we reached the house i saw people fighting so i jumped out the car and tried to run to the safe room but someone grabbed me and i tried to get away but they wouldnt let go. i then heard my mommy scream and look at my daddy who was on the ground.... dead. mommy then looked at me with fear in her eyes. as if she knew something was about to happen. thats when she- by the way every one had stopped fighting and where trying to see what was gonna happen. Any way mommy had pulled out a knife and yelled "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT" looking me in the eye she stabbed herself right in the heart. i was so scared that i started to shake and everyone was looking at me and i let out "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH" and every rouge dropped dead on the ground but everyone from the pack looked at me in rage.
flashback over:

i was looking down when i felt hot tears running down my cheeks. I still cry about it because my mom actually said it was my fault even though i was only three. you know what im not a little bitch im not gonna cry because of something i didn't do so i wiped my tears and crawled into bed and let the sleep take me because i know what im planning to do is gonna cost me BIG time.