i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

rejection sucks ass

caterina:

I....have no comments right about now. right now im standing in the doorway staring at Ryder. the future alpha...my brothers best friend...the one who looked up to my parents and who strived to be just like them... the one who was my best friend.....he had just rejected me. and now i feel like complete shit for what i'm about to do and my wolf is crying and screaming for me not to do this. 'Please Please Please don't so this he will want us eventually please just wait please' said my wolf shes screaming so loud it giving me a headache. 'he does not want us ok if he did he would accept us but he doesn't im gonna do it and not even you can stop me' i said to my wolf. i know she didn't deserve that but right now im fucking pissed so i don't care.

' MATE WANTS US AND WE WANT MATE! please don't do this.'

she whimpered it almost made me want to rethink but im not giving in. "i caterina silver accept your rejection future alpha ryder" i said with my head held high.

now i know this wasn't the right time to think about this but everyone really needs a new surprise face because they all look constipated. But anyway i walked right up to Ryder and smashed the cake in his face. i then wiped some off and ate it. " you know i never believed if it was true what they say but i guess it is.... revenge really is sweet." with that being said he looked like he was about to attack me so i ran right out of the house and into the woods, and right across the pack border line. 'why wh- oh so this is what it feels like to be a rouge' said my wolf completely forgetting that we no longer have anyone.

im so tired so i get some water from the lake and i lay right under a tree and i go to sleep.