i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

fuck......YOU

caterina

2 years later

it, has, been, two, not on but TWO whole years that i have been living in this house with these lovely people that i now call family.

i must say thanks to them i have become something totally different from what i used to be. I dont know if it was a good thing for me to change as much as i did but honestly i could care less. 

I have become so much different i now dont give a shit about peoples feelings unless i have cared for you before, i know confusing but get used to it im one confusing bitch and i cant help it so if you got a problem well i dont give one nor two not even three fucks what you think.

Anyway everyone in this house has been really nice to me over the years that i have been here the thing is no one here trusts me with there life like any pack should with others, the thing is i am actually not apart of the pack fully.  They haven't done the whole cereal shit, oops my bad i mean ceremony.

Anyway i am sitting in my room and my wolf blossom has been getting on my nerves  for the past few hours begging me to let here take control so we can go running and shes starting to give me a headache. Please lets just go.  I WANNA GO FOR A RUN. Says blossom for the one thousandth time in the past hour, FINE.

I walked to wardrobe and got out an all purple outfit so i wont have to worry about dirt or anything. I walk down the stares to see royal and her mates serenity and josh, i know what you are thinking how can she have two mates well the thing is if you haven't noticed royal is bisexual so she has a male and a female mate weird.

Well lets just say that when i get back i will burn that couch to the depths of hell.  So after seeing the activity that was happening on the cough i just ran out the door and let blossom loose.

After blossom/caterinas run (im to lazy sorry)

I just got back to the pack house, i walked into the kitchen from the back door and everyone was just standing there looking like they just robbed a damn bank then smacked an elderly lady.  Descriptive i know.

"What are you people hiding i can see, smell, hear and feel the guiltiness in this very room."  I said making them all jump in fear like i was about to attack them, im not that scary am i.

"W-well ummmm see the thing is we have been asked to go on another mission you know the usual thing." Said mark almost choking on his spit.

"Ok whats the bad part about it. You know the part thats got you guys shitting yourselves." I said getting kinda suspicious of what was going on.

"Ohh um well you see we kinda have to gotoyouroldpackthesilverwoodpack." He said way to fast but i heard every word. "Oh well im gonna miss you guys, when will you guys be coming back." I asked kinda sad that they were leaving me.

"Um you have to got to" he said cowering away from me in fear. I may or may not have lost control sometimes and got everyone scared of me no big- wait a damn motherfucking minute. " Who is you do you mean you as im me or you as in the guy from rush hour who kept saying he was carter." I asked really hoping it was the second one. They all pointed at me.

"Oh well not gonna happen." I said making the decision myself. "You have to go your basically head worrior so you have to go." Ok he does make a point but im still not going. "Nope, nada, no, zillch, not going." Then he looked at me with a death glare and i knew then that i had to go no matter how much i don't want to go.

"Fine fine fine i get it i have to go to help." With that i walked away but not before. "Fuck....YOU" then i heard a huge ass growl and was gone like the wind. Ha eat my dust.

"We leave tomorrow so be ready...oh yea and when you come back down these stairs i will kill you." As if.
"I have heard that threat before didn't scare me then doesn't scare me now."

I just finished packing my bags we were supposed to be staying there for about a month but i dont know how well i will due for a whole month there without loosing my temper and killing a bitch. Cause there most definitelyis some bitches thats gonna bet the fuck out of and im gone laugh.

I lay in my bed and finally let the darkness take over.

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I woke up to my wonderful alarm clock, please note all the good sarcasm.  I get up and do my morning routine i then put on a comfortable out fit

(Her outfit with out the hat)
Then i do my hair in a messy bun with a red bandana.

"Cat come on we have to go we have a long drive.' Yelled Nathan from downstairs i was way to tired to reply back with a smart remark so i kept my mouth shut and went downstairs and put the bags in na thens car.

I walked to my bike and i got on it by now everyone was awaiting for me to lead the way. So i pulled out of the driveway and we zoomed down the street into the misty morning.

I may be making a huge mistake and thats okay but i know that something good, bad, and stupid is about to happen on my part, but i also know that something horrible is comming my way and i need to be ready for it even if its nothing i need to be ready.

"I will ALWAYS be ready"

Come at me you bets not miss.