i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

I kissed the living shit out of him

Caterina

Today was the day that i have to go back to my pack and to say that i completely dread it would be an understatement.

I almost want to throw a damn brick at marks head for agreeing to take up the offer of helping them, i mean i know they are in desperate need of help but why do i have to go.

It's total bullshit if you ask me, he didn't even ask me if I even wanted to go, but i do understand why he didnt i mean even if he would have asked he knew i would have said no.

Anyway we are just now getting past the pack territory and the patrol run up like they are fucking cops.  What the hell is this LAPD or something like seriously.

"Who are you and what do you people want."

Is he serious right now.  He thinks we are rouges.  "Do you think we are rouges." I asked to se if my assumption was true.

"Well if your not rouges then who are you."

Ok im starting to believe that this guy is totally bullshitting me right now.  What kind of rouges show up in cars and on a motorcycle they would be the most dumbest rouges ever.

"Listen here asshole we are from the night fall pack. We are here to train all of you because you guys just suck ass at fighting, but if you don't believe me we could gradually turn around and go home just so you guys can get your asses handed to you again."

I know i was being a little harsh, but when you are getting on my nerves at 10 in the morning, and i only slept for like two hours, im gonna hurt your feelings.

"Sorry ma'am you guys may go." He said looking down knowing that if we left they would all die.

We soon took off again and i started to feel really bad for the way i just snapped at that kid he didnt know who we where and i could have just told him, but no i had to scare him and tell that his family and pack could potentially die.

Finally we get to the silver wood pack house and i am no so dreading what is to come within the time span of the next few months.

We pulled into the drive way and the dread feeling got worse. I almost wanted to throw up, the dread just turned into fear.

The door slowly opened and most of the pack members came out the door to see what was going on.

Dread, fear, sadness, and disappointment is what is running through me right now. Ryder and Trent are the first ones i make eye contact with when the door opens.

They both look at me like they are about to cry, and honestly I'm having some serious trouble holding down my own tears.

I then think to all of the shit they did to me and the tears wore off within seconds.

"Hello alpha Ryder i am alpha mark, my pack and i have come to help you train your pack." Mark said with the dirtiest glare i have ever seen on his face it made me flinch along with everyone else.

Everyone except Ryder all he did was loom at me like he wanted to say something but i prayed that he wouldn't because i knew  if he said anything i would crack.

"Trent please show our guests to their rooms, it is nice to meet you all and i am thankful that you all came to help train my pack." He said not braking eye contact with me.

I really wanted to look away but of corse i cant because of how deep this really is.

To anyone else they would assume that we were just staring at each other because we liked each other, but that wasn't the case.