i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

Siblings....and my sweet sexy mate

Caterina:

Ok so have you ever just been so uncomfortable that you wished you could just click your shoes like in the wizard of oz, and end up at home.

Well lets just say that i have never wished so much for that to happen right now.

Im currently sotting in the meeting room with my ex mate or whatever the hell we are now, with Mark, my brother, almost all of the rouges from earlier, and josh, and both packs.

We are supposed to be discussing this whole letting the rouges into one of the packs situation but in reality i know that no one is going to say anything.

Why?

Well because everyone is staring at josh probably wandering, why the hell did he pee on himself or is he okay after almost falling to his death.

But im guessing by all the dirty looks he is getting from his 'friends' and the rest of the packs, they where thinking the first one.

Josh just stood behind me, with his head down in shame, when really there was no need for him to be ashamed, alot of people go through the same thing he goes through.

I turned around and looked at josh before proceeding to talk to him so no one else would hear.

"Josh there is no need for you to be ashamed there are many people who deal with this type of thing." I said then i raised my voice so everyone can hear the threat and promise that im opposing to them, "AND ANYONE THAT JUDGES YOU OR MAKES FUN OF YOU WILL BE TAKING A WELL DESERVED FLIGHT FROM THE CLOUDS AND BACK THEMSELVES!" Ok so i basically did just yell it but whatever they get the drift of where im going.

I turned around and everyone looked to have just changed their expression feigning fear.

But one guy in particular just had to be the jackass of the group.

"Why the hell wouldn't we make fun of that wuss he peed on himself after every thing we have been through with him, he still pees the bed, who at our age do you know besides him still pees on them selves."

UGH! People give me headaches.

I just looked at him some things he said are true, and i cant deny that i dont know anyone at the age of sixteen who still pees in the bed.

I guess josh picked up on my silence and he walked out, but when he was walking down the aisle everyone said mean things to him like, 'look at the little pissy pot' and 'ew i think you need a bed pad so you dont pee on the mattress'.

I ran after josh but couldnt find him so i walked outside and saw him walking so i followed him, till he got to the lake i used to go to all the time with trent and my parents.

I guess he didnt know i was following because he sat down and started crying, more like sobbing, if you think about it.

He was just staring at the lake bawling his eyes out. It hurt so much to see him like that even though i barely know him that well.

i walked over to him and sat right next to him. He looked at me but before he could protest i pulled him into my embrace tightly. He hugged me back just as tightly, and started crying harder.

"Josh im so sorry i didnt say anything to that jackass, I was just shocked that the people who you call your supposed 'friends' are talking about you this way which they shouldnt if you have been there with them for as long as you have."

He looked up at me and i swear to goddess that everything froze when i looked in his eyes, it wasnt like a mate thing it was something else, and im thinking its the thing thats been making me pay so much attention to him, and making sure he is ok all the time.