i was Abused and rejected but now i'm wanted

Well this is just a huge load of shit

Ryder:

I cant believe i actually mated caterina. I love her a lot, but i dont think she let me mate her because she loved me i think she did it to take her mind off of things.

What the hell am i saying because i will end up doing it to.  I do love cat but she doesnt seem to fully love me back.

Damn! I sound like a real girl right now.

Anyway i just woke up from our love filled night and i honestly did not think that i would wake up with cat still in the bed with me.

I thought she would have woken up and left because she didnt want this anymore.

I am filled with excitement at the moment, im happy she didnt leave me here alone.

I cant help but feel even worse because of when i rejected and abused her.

I just wish i could tell her the real reason why i actually did those things.

In all honesty everyone in the pack loved her but we couldn't let her know that we where told to be mean and abuse her.

I just wanted the best for everyone so i accepted the offer i didnt want  her to die because i knew that if i didnt take the offer she would have died because of me.

Flashback:

I was walking down the street being a stupid 16 year old you know the usual.

"Hey ryder have you missed me"
Said a voice from behind me.

God do i wish i didn't turn around.  There stood my ex girlfriend mac.  Well her name isn't mac its Mackenzie, i just always called her mac.

"What the hell are you doing here i thought you moved away or some shit."

I am really curious as to why the hell she is here i havent seen her in forever but i dont think i want to see her right now.

"Well i moved back and i just wanted to see you i haven't seen you since i left, and i want to restart what we had."

Ok this bitch is really crazy. I dont know what the hell she was talking about, we broke up three months before she even found out she was moving.

"What in the hell are you talking about we broke up three moths before you moved."

"Well let me tell you this, i know about your little crush you have on that caterina girl, but i am not one to be jealous so im gonna tell you this, i want you to be mean to her and i want everyone in your pack including you to abuse her. In return i leave her alone, but if you don't follow orders  she will die."

"Why would you do something like this."

"Because she is special, and i dont want her to be, i want her to feel pain i want her to die."

End of flashback

I know what you all are thinking, and no we didnt do the things we did because of her parents dying, actually i dont think her parents where meant to die, but when cats mom said it all your fault, Mackenzie was there watching the whole fight she had set it up and thats how it started.

Every time we would hit her and laugh we all walked away and silently cried we couldnt let her die so we kept going.

And i hope one day she forgives me.....

Caterina:

OMG!! Its blinding me! I cant see! Why the hell is it burn- oh its just the sun...oops.

I looked around but i didnt notice any of my surroundings all i know is that im under a cover naked, and i have a arm around my waist....wait WHAT!!  I should not have a arm aroun- oh its just ryder..oops........again.

I looked up at ryder and i see him looking at me longingly, like he was remembering something.

When he came back into focus, i saw tears glistening in his eyes.

What the hell, said blossom.

"Hey hey hey whats wrong, are you ok, did i do something."

I shot question after question not knowing what to do,

"Um im fi-fine."

He just stuttered over his words, almost as  if it hurt him to say it.

I didn't know what to do so i pulled his head to my chest and i hugged him.

"Its ok to cry some times, i wont tell."

A dam just broke, because now he was sobbing and i am feeling my own tear well up in my eyes.

"Whats wrong."

I asked so softly it didnt even sound like me, i guess ryder noticed to because he looked at me and smiled.

"Your eyes are gold now."

What the hell is that supposed to mean.  Ill look into it later.

"Are you going to tell me why you where just crying a minute ago."

He just looked at me, he was very hesitant and i could feel it from our bond.

"I-i-i dont want you to be mad at me, but i have to tell you.  When i was sixteen i had a girlfriend named mac, we where together for three years, but you know how some relationships hit the fan and they turn out bad in the end.  Well me and mac broke up three months before she moved away, a year later she had came back and told me that she wanted everyone in the pack to hate you and bully you, even though everyone in the pack loved you, your brother more than anything.   Anyway she said that if we didn't do these things she would kill you. I couldn't let that happen so i agreed to it.  The day your parents died, mac had set up the whole attack i didnt think your parents would have died. Im sorry i never told you i just didnt want you to get killed."

Holy fucking shit, what the hell am i supposed to do now.

I guess i could just hug him so thats what i did i will talk to trent later as well.

After all of that info it still has not sunk in yet.

UGH! Well this is just a huge load of shit!

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