The Part That Hates {Rin Okumura x Reader}

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You weren't sure if you could take it anymore.

You could clearly see Rin and the girl, who you soon learned was his girlfriend, sitting at the center fountain, eating lunch together from your dorm window.

When Rin held a bite of his boxed lunch up to her with his chopsticks, you quickly pulled the curtains closed.

Watching them was unbearable. You couldn't help but think that it should've been you getting fed his homemade lunch, not her.

By this time, it had been yet another week and a half since you had been to the cram school. You knew you were on the verge of getting expelled, as other students that wanted to attend for the classes were getting turned away because you held their spot.

Your mind seemed clouded by meaningless thoughts and worries, but you knew that if you didn't say something to Rin soon, you wouldn't be able to look at yourself ever again.

You could hear the bell signaling the end of lunch from your dorm room, and you by then had memorized the routine Rin had with the girl to say goodbye.

He'd give her a kiss to the cheek that'd make her smile. He'd whisper a soft, "goodbye," in her ear to make her shiver before pulling away, letting her smaller fingers slip through his own as she left to her next class.

While she was away, he'd wander the halls, waiting for her class to be over so he could take her hand and walk her to the next.

It sickened you, because you knew that he would never walk you to your next class and treat you like the princess his girlfriend was.

You grabbed your bag when you saw him head in the direction of the girls' dorms as he always did. You raced down the steps, skipping two at a time as you went.

You stopped to catch your breath at the top of the last flight. You could see all the way down to the floor, and then, there he was.

You felt your heart beat faster, anxiety getting the better of you.

It wasn't long before he was out of your line of sight.

Desperate to talk to him, you took a step forward. Your foot missed the step and your breath hitched as you came falling to the floor.

Your mouth was open, but no sound came out as you braced yourself for the landing you would inevitably fail. You held your arms out in front of you to catch yourself.

You couldn't remember much of what happened after that, except the snap of your right arm echoed through your mind as you hit the floor.

You felt tears burn in the back of your eyes as you lay there, watching Rin's back get smaller and smaller as he walked away.

When the pain became too great, you felt as though your arm was on fire, burning your consciousness away.

The room seemed to spin, round and round as a headache resonated in your skull, just before everything went black.

There was a gap in your memory where what followed after occurred, but you didn't mind.

You woke to the too-bright lights of the hospital above your head, your limbs feeling as though they were lead, too heavy to move.

You let your eyes drift down to the cast around your arm as it lay on your stomach.

"It really is broken," you sighed, letting your head drop back on the pillow, your eyes fluttering closed.

The hospital room you were in was dead quiet, not even the ushering of nurses and doctors outside the door able to break the silence.

There was no one there to visit you, not even the friend you missed more than you thought possible.