The Part That Hates {Rin Okumura x Reader}

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Part two of the lemon!

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Rin's low voice rang through your ears over and over until his words sank in. 'Tell me when to move.' You gave him a slight nod to let him know you'd inform him when you felt comfortable.

You admired the fact that he was doing his best to resist moving as you tried to subdue your anxiety, which bubbled away in your stomach. You were doing your best to calm your nervous breaths, not aware that it'd be useless in the long run.

You felt your tight muscles relax a little, and gave him the okay. He wanted to savor the moment to the fullest, so he decided to take things slow, beginning gentle movements.

He pulled his hips back, pacing himself, before pushing them to meet yours again, his thrusting soon falling into a pattern that brought him closer to his own release. When he lowered his upper body to get closer to you, he buried his head in the crook of your neck, listening to the sounds you made.

Your eyes remained squeezed shut as beads of sweat formed between your body and Rin's. You opened your eyes slightly to see Rin, who's face was contorted with pleasure.

Low, throaty growls and grunts spilled from him, making you flush. The noises were embarrassing, even if they were coming from him, especially when he was right by your ear.

He drew you closer to your own high as you held tighter to his hand, your core clenching around him as your body trembled, wreathing with pleasure beneath the boy. The stimulation became too much for you to handle, and your toes curled, muscles stiffening.

Your teeth sank into your bottom lip, and you let out a whimpered cry, falling over the edge of pleasure as your mind filled with indescribable ecstasy. White spots clouded your vision, every nerve in your body on fire from the bliss that overpowered your senses.

Rin was quick to follow as he came, falling into the sweet satisfaction of his release. His arms trembled as exhaustion came over his body, pushing himself up to look down at you with sweat dripping down his torso. He met your lips with his own and kissed you sweetly, savoring the flavor of your mouth, swallowing your mixed saliva.

"That..." he panted, watching your chest rise and fall with each deep, fast breath, "was amazing."

Your cheeks red, you nodded, and he pulled away from you, disposing of the used condom. He flopped down on the bed, propping himself up with one arm as he laid on his side next to you.

He leaned back and grabbed your comforter off the floor, where it had fallen amidst your movements. Grabbing the corners, he covered you and himself with it, holding the blanket down under his arm so it would remain at his chest.

You turned over, your back facing Rin. He reached around you and pulled your body closer to his, keeping your back pressed to his chest. You couldn't look at him after everything. At least not for a few hours.

You tucked your hand under your pillow, feeling your body grow weak with weariness. Your eyes fluttered closed and you let yourself drift off to sleep in Rin's arms, where you felt most comfortable.

Rin gave your sleeping form a soft smile, kissing the back of your head. "I love you," he whispered.

If only you knew the true weight of those words.

When you woke, you reached for Rin's side of the bed, where the sheets had gone cold. You opened your eyes, hoping he'd be there, a goofy grin on his face as he waited for you to wake, but he was gone.

Melancholy. That's what you were feeling. A sense of sadness that took over your body without you even knowing why.

You cast a glance out the window. The moon was high and full in the sky, illuminating the night as the stars twinkled greetings to one another as though they were in the middle of a conversation without words.

You pushed your blanket off your body, and shifted to sit at the edge of your bed. You picked your uniform off the floor and folded it neatly, setting it on your desk before wandering over to your closet.

You opened its wooden doors and selected a pair of pajamas to don for the remainder of the night. Nothing seemed to appeal to you, so you simply dressed in a shirt and made your way back to bed.

Persistent questions floated around in your mind about where Rin had disappeared to in that moment before you woke.

"Where did you go, Rin?" You whispered to no one in particular. Once more, your eyes scanned the room to check for the final time if he was really gone. He was.

You sighed softly, and lifted the comforter, crawling back under the blankets to sleep. You curled up in your bed, hugging the pillow Rin had used. It still smelled of him, and it gave you peace of mind.

Before you knew it, you had fallen asleep, and it was morning. Sunlight filtered through your curtains and filled your room with the rays it cast across the floor. You pulled your covers over your head to get a few more minutes of sleep, inevitably annoyed when it failed to work for you that particular morning.

You got up and made yourself a cup of tea, walking back to your bed to relax for a bit. You grabbed your favorite book off your desk and opened it, beginning to read.

"'I put my faith in him, and he betrayed me!' Maria cried, devastated over the loss of trust she had in her husband.

'You can't forgive him for this,' Ann rubbed her friend's back to comfort the girl. 'I mean, he cheated on you!'"

You closed the novel.

Rin would never cheat on you. Would he?