pellucid. + jhs.

sanshiqi

EVERYONE yelled out her name. they traveled the area, screaming out her name, hoping she would respond and reveal herself.

everyone has been doing this for weeks now.

ms. kim won't stop weeping, mr. kim has grown quiet, and seokjin was so determined to find his sister, that he went around the city, putting up missing person signs, hoping that she would be found. he asked so many people, no one could keep track anymore.

sometimes, he'll just break down and cry, asking himself why he's such a f.uck up of a brother, and why he was so stupid enough to leave her alone on the couch that morning. he told himself he could never ever forgive himself, and that this will surely haunt him for the rest of his life. losing his two younger sisters will haunt him for the rest of his life.

today was one of those days.

as he walked down the abandoned pavement, he stopped by a post, and with teary eyes, he taped up another missing poster of jae. seokjin stared at her pretty smile, and he yearned to see it again.

suddenly, someone tapped him on the shoulder.

"hey, excuse me?"

seokjin's eyes widened slightly when hearing the stranger communicate with him, and turns around.

a boy with pink hair, (which is scattered with streaks of grey) light green hands, and musical lips faces him.

squish.

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yes, yes, the book is finished.
holy f.uck you guys, this book is finished, i can not believe it myself lmao.

the ending is up to interpretation. you can imagine/interpret it in any way you like :)

this book was heavily inspired by a popular non-kpop fic, and if you have read it, and recognized how this book is so familiar, now you know ;)

I THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS READ THIS BOOK YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION I RECEIVED FROM Y'ALL TYSM ILY

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anyways, yes, i know, this is fic is confusing. i intentionally made it so confusing that it added the air of mystery, thrill, and suspense, but i think at this point, everyone is just plain confused. oops im sorry.

since i don't want to ruin the "mystery" by explaining y'all everything, (yes i'm going to be a teacher/mom and make you guys analyze yourselves) i'll just define the thing i'm pretty sure everyone is confused of.

jae's + hoseok's observations on things.

you know how hoseok, and soon jae, explains stuff as colors, notes, etc.? its called synesthesia, and its a psychological condition where all the senses are like cross wired. for example, someone with this condition can "see" musical notes or, "taste" names, like hoseok and jae can.

that's all for that huehue.

there is a deep theme/moral i implemented in this book, that maybe i'll tell you, or you can figure out yourself, if you can analyze this question that this book revolves around:

DOES HOSEOK EXIST, OR NOT?