Last Day of School!
I walked out of my English final completely drained from having to write a ten page essay within the short expanse of an hour and a half. Thankfully it was my last final. All I wanted to do was go back to my dorm and rest for the remainder of my day, but I knew I wouldn't be able to. After the others were done with their finals, we were meeting up to spend the rest of the day together until we had to catch our respective rides home for the summer.
I got back to my now empty dorm room and sat on my bare bed. Looking around, my eyes began to tear up. The year flew by way too fast. I thought back to all the great memories I had created during my first year at college. Meeting Mari, Kalel, Mel, Anthony, Ian, Joven, Wes, Lasercorn....and Hannah and Sohinki. Hannah was one of the best friends I could ever ask for and I knew it would hurt the most to say goodbye to her, especially since she wasn't just going back to another state. She was going all the way back to Scotland, and none of us were even sure if she was coming back next year. I also thought about Sohinki. He was the most amazing guy I'd ever met, and the fact that I could even say that he was my boyfriend made my heart swell in happiness. But those happy feelings were quickly replaced and my heart broke when I remembered that I'd have to say goodbye to him too.
I left my room and went to the lounge. I entered the room to see the only person there was Sohinki, who appeared to be asleep on the couch. I almost broke down crying on the spot, but instead went over and nudged him awake. He sat up when he woke up and I plopped down next to him and he immediately put his arms around me. I still wasn't going to let myself cry, not until everyone else was here. I heard Sohinki sniffle and I knew he was trying his hardest not to cry too. I scooted closer to him and he held me tighter. We say like that for a long time, even after Anthony, Kalel, Ian, and Mel had showed up. We sat in silence, waiting for the others. It wasn't until Hannah walked in that I finally let the tears come. I stood up and ran over to her, enveloping her in a hug as I cried into her shoulder. I could tell she was crying too. We separated after we got ahold of ourselves and everyone else stood up to join us.
We went out for lunch, but instead of our usual animated conversations about school and other various topics, we planned when we could all see eachother again. We ended up deciding to all get together at my house for the 4th of July, which thankfully my parents and brothers would be away for. I could tell everyone was upset and didn't want to say goodbye, but I knew it was inevitable. We finished and paid and headed back to campus.
We got to the lounge and stood around awkwardly, not really knowing what to do. Anthony sighed,
"I guess this is goodbye, at least for now". As soon as he said that Mel, Kalel, Mari, Hannah, and I all burst into tears and started hugging eachother tightly. The boys exchanged hugs and handshakes and hugged the girls as well. Everyone took their time saying goodbye and as soon as I got to Hannah a fresh wave of tears hit me,
"We're gonna skype, right? And talk on tumblr and Kik? And we'll still be best friends, right?" I sobbed into her shoulder. She nodded,
"Yeah, babe. We'll always be best friends. And we'll skype and kik every day" she replied, her face was buried in my shoulder as well. We finally pulled away from eachother after we got ahold of ourselves. It seemed like our display had made everyone else start crying again, so I gave everyone one last hug. Everyone else had to leave to catch their rides home and Wes was driving Hannah to the airport so they could have some time together, so Sohinki and I were the only ones left,
"I'm gonna miss you so much, babe" he said after hugging me and kissing my forehead lightly. More tears streamed down my cheeks as I tilted my head up and pressed my lips to his. I knew that it would be our last kiss for a while, so I made it last. When we pulled away I could see tears glistening in Sohinkis eyes. We hugged one last time, and Sohinkis face was buried into my shoulder that I could barely understand what he said, but I was still able to make it out,
"I love you so much".
I pulled away quickly and looked at him in shock,
"W-what did you just say?" I asked, barely stuttering to get the words out. He smiled shyly at me,
"I said I love you. I know it's weird cause I've never said it before, but I've wanted to for a while...I love you so much, Molly" he said quietly. I had been waiting for him to tell me he loved me for so long, but now that he had I didn't even know what to say. I stared at him with my mouth gaping open. His soft smile turned into a nervous frown,
"Was it too soon? Do you not feel the same way?" he asked, sounding concerned.
"N-no. I'm just shocked that you finally said it...I've been waiting for you to for a while...I love you too, Matt" I admitted. Sohinki wordlessly pulled me into another hug and I felt him kiss the top of my head.
"You're the most amazing girl I could ever ask for" he said quietly. He leaned down to kiss me again but his phone started ringing loudly in his pocket. He pulled his phone out and checked it before groaning in annoyance, "If I don't leave now I'm gonna miss my train home" he sighed. I sighed sadly in response,
"I guess this is goodbye for a little while". Sohinki nodded in agreement before giving me one last kiss goodbye. We walked down together and I waved goodbye as he got into his cab. I felt fresh tears spill down my face as I watched him drive away.
(A/N) I apologise for the huge amounts of feels I probably just gave you. This chappie took a while cause it kept making me sad to write, even though THE NEXT CHAPTER IS HAPPY. PROMISE. I"ll try to have it up within the next few days AFTER HANNAH UPDATES HER STORY!! Yeah if you didn't know already Hannah (who is hella real and my bffl) is writing a side story to this that tells it from her POV. SO GO READ IT! -Molly
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Smosh Games University
FanfictionAn AU where the Smosh Games crew is in college. They don't know of eachother until one girl (Molly) brings them together. Told from Molly's (that's me, btw) point of view