Continued-
It was Jacob.
Jacob: hey Jess.
I was speechless but I managed to get some words out.
Jessie: Um Hi?
Jacob: Uh can we um maybe talk?
That made me mad. After all this time NOW he wants to TALK?? Why now. Probaly some problems with his girlfriend, and I’m just someone that he wants to deal with his bull.
Jessie: Why?
Jacob: Look Jess-
Jessie: Jessie, thanks.
Jacob: Whatever. Look, JESSIE I just wanna talk. Is that Ok?
Jessie: Nope why don’t you talk to your girlfriend?
Jacob: Because-
Jessie: You know what I don’t even care. Why pick now to talk? Remember how you didn’t wanna talk to me? Well I don’t wanna talk to you. Goodbye.
I hung up on him. I felt the tears start to well up. I knew I missed him, hell it took my all not to run over to his house and hug and kiss him and tell him everything was ok. More tears were welling. I wanted them to fall, but my pride wouldn’t let me. My vision was getting blured and my head filled with a cloud of memories. I had to get away from reality. The reality of losing my bestfriend. And of hurting my other ones. From school. From…..my life. The only way I could do that was to sleep. Sleep. I love that word. That’s the word of my life. Sleep is my automatic problem solver. Sometimes I tried not to wake up. Not suicide or anything, but like smelling cleaning suplies to just pass out for long periods of time. Once I slept for a whole day nonstop. From Midnight one day to midnight on the next. I pull up the covers on me and fall asleep. I woke up at 6:00 in the morning the next day for school. I looked at my phone and had 30 missed calls and 50 texts all fom Jacob. I sighed and went to do all the morning stuff. I bad thing is I have a double period of honors math toda, and he’s in class. I have to face him.
I got out the shower and put this on:
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=37638568
Prince POV
UGHH I really fucked up. I called her for what seemed like hours. She doesn’t wanna talk to me but I don’t care. I’m gonna talk to her if it’s the last thing I do. I got up and did all the morning stuff. I went downstairs and went to eat. My mom was there making her famous pancakes. I love those! Jessie used to come over here for breakfast. I keep thinking she gonna come through the door screaming “PANCAKES!!!”. Haha. Damn I miss her. I can’t get her out of my head.
Jacob: hey mom.
JacobM: Hey baby. Whats wrong? You look sad.
Jacob: Nothing mom. Its just jessie-
JacobM: No need to explain.
I looked at her.
JacobM: I told you, you were gonna miss her. I like her more than your…signifacant other.
Jacob: C’mon mom. -_-
JacobM: Okay, okay. Do whatever you want. I gotta go to work. I won’t be working late today so I should be home at about seven. Bye sweetie.
She handed me my pancakes, kissed my forehead, and left out the door. I finished eating in 15 min. Just then I hear the doorbell ring. I opened it and it was the guys well except for Prod. We all had on this:
http://www.polyvore.com/day_without_prod/set?id=37639867
J
Jacob: hey wheres prod?
