Jessie POV
The girls stayed over last night and we all tried to cheer up each other but as expected nothing worked. Right after Prince left yesterday the girls came over. They broke up with their boyfriends by text. My hand still hurts from slapping Prince so hard. I just had to make him feel the pain that I felt….and still feel. I hate him. No. I don’t. I could never hate him. I dislike him with a PASSION. But I could never hate him. (my thought were interupted by Tracey.)
Tracey: Well I’m gonna go home, we got school tomorrow. (gets up)
Girls – Sky: Us too.
Jessie: okay, I’ll see you guys tomorrow.
Girls – Sky: okay bye. (start to walk out)
Jessie: Sky wait.
Sky: (turns around) Yeah Jess?
Jessie: I’m sorry. I know you really liked him.
Sky: its okay. I guess I just wasn’t meant to be. (walks away)
Jessie: Sky-
I couldnt even finish my sentence before she was in her car driving away.
I walk back into my house and walk up to my room. I take a long shower in my bathroom. I walked out and felt my skin, I was warm but in my opinion not warm enough. I walked out of my room, pass my mom, to the guest room to get more covers. I walked out of the room with one big heavy cover. I guess my mom saw my puffy red eyes and stuffed nose cause she stopped me.
Jmom: Jessie? Baby are you okay.
I looked at her for a second and then just broke down. She hugged me and walked me back to my room. We sat on my bed and I told her everything that happened. She hugged me tight because that’s one of the things my dad did to her. But I don’t wanna think about him right now. Me and my mom just sat there hugging, bonding because we knew we experienced the same thing.
Jmom: C’mon baby. Its okay. Don’t worry about him. He’s not worth it.
Jessie: mama you don’t understand. (sniffs) I LOVED HIM!! (cries)
Jmom: awww baby I’m so sorry.
Jessie: (sniffs and stops crying) its okay. Hey mom, um can I just go to sleep?
Jmom: But baby its 6:00.
Jessie: I know.
Jmom: Well aren’t you gonna eat?
Jessie: No I just wanna sleep.
Jmom: No baby you have to eat.
Jessie: Mom, if I promise to get up and eat, can I sleep?
Jmom: (sighs) Yes baby.
Jessie: Thank you.
Jmom: (gets up and leaves)
I lay down but try not to get to comfortable. Cause if I get to comfortable, I won’t get up. I just layed down and watched T.V for a hour until I got up and ate a grilled cheese sandwhich. I walk over to my mom.
Jessie: Ok I ate can I sleep now?
Jmom: Yes.
I ran back upstairs to my room. I climbed in my bed and pulled 3 layers of covers over my body. I imediately felt the warmth take over my body as I snuggled my head into my pillow. As I went into a deep sleep, I forgot about everything. Jacob, the kiss, school. I smiled as I got away from reality.
Jacob POV
I sagt up in my room laying down on my bed listening to my iPod trying my hardest to forget about jessie. Seeing her act like that torwards me made me hate myself. I looked at my hand. Its just another reminder of my mistake. I don’t know what to do. I love her so much and I want her back so bad, but I just don’t know how. I sighed in frustration. I looked at my hand again. I notice its still red and kinda bleeding. I go into my bathroom and pull out the alcohol. I usually use poroxcide but I needd to feel the pain that she felt when saw me kissing that girl. I put my hand over the sink and pour it on my hand. The pain was unbearable. I felt like somebody was repeatingly stabbing my hand.
Prince: AHHHHHH!!!
My mom ran up the stairs and into my bathroom.
Pmom: Baby whats wrong!
She saw the alcohol in my hand and snatched it from me.
Pmom: Jacob Perez!! What are you doing??!!
Prince: Nothing.
Pmom: You know you’re not supposed to use alcohol!! What happened to your hand anyway!!
Prince: Nothing mom!
Pmom: Why are you hollering?!
Prince: (sighs) I’m sorry mom. I’m just….stressed.
I walk out of my bathroom and sit on my bed. She sits next to me.
Pmom: baby whats wrong?
Prince: Everything. (tears rolls down his cheek)
Pmom: What happen?
I explained everything to her.
Pmom: Oh Jake. Why did you do that?
Prince: I didn’t mean to. I just… I don’t know.
Pmom: Well just give her some time. She’ll come around.
Prince: I hope so.
Pmom: (kisses his cheek)
Prince: Thanks mom.
Pmom: (smiles and walks downstairs)
Prince: (lays down) (thinks) I hope so.
And with that I fell asleep, waiting for tomorrow to come.
