Prince.
"Fuck.." I thought as I walked away with Nina by my side. I could hear her heels clicking on the sidewalk as we made out way to my car. I unlocked the door and opened it for her. What? Hoes need manners my manners too.
"Thanks." She said as she got in. I closed the door giving her a small nod. Jogging over to my side, I opened the door and got in. I started the engine then sat there for a minute. She turned my face to her and smiled. "What's wrong?" She asked. I looked at her, admiring her lasting beauty that I was blessed enough to look at. She shouldn't be like this. See, we grew up together as well. She was my best friend before Jessie. Before I met her, me and Nina used to do everything together. But when Jess came I sorta blocked her out and focused on my new friendship. She knew I was thinking about something so her smile turned blank and she let my face go, looking out the window. I looked forward and pulled out of the parking space, making my way home.
We were about hallway there when I noticed she had been quiet the whole time. Usually you couldn't get this girl to shut the hell up. She was playing with her fingers but still looking out the window.
"What happened to us?" I asked, already knowing the answer since it was my fault. "Us? Oh, I forgot about that 'us'. Just like you did. " She replied. "I didn't forget." I said. "Yes you did. You forgot as soon as she got here. Don't lie to me." She said, her voice cracking. "I'm not lying. I didn't forget. I just moved on to a new friendship..without telling you first." I said making a left turn. "So you moved on? You could have just told me you didn't want to be friends anymore. That's all you had to say. But instead you chose to leave me there while you went around with her. Do you know how humiliating it is to see another girl walking around with the guy/ friend that you've had feeling for for YEARS? Of course you don't. You left me there when I needed you. I went through a lot of shit because of you."
"Because of me? Are you kidding me?" I looked at her, confused. "If you went through a lot of shit, then I must've had a shit load of things on me. Everyday coming to school seeing you with a different dude. Laughing and shit. I knew that should've been me. Do you know what it's like to see your friends treat the girl you've known for year like property? I do. Cause it's happened before. Hell, it happens now." I said back.
"I do all of that shit for a reason! That's what you don't understand! When you quit me, so did everybody else! You were the reason most of the people that liked me, even cared to look at me. When they heard we weren't hanging out anymore, they forgot about me too. I became a outcast cause of you. But as soon as I got someone that would at least go out with me, people started noticing me again. So I kept it going. Guy after guy, party after party. But guess what? I've only had sex with one guy my in entire life...you."
Roc.
I watched what happen with he four of them. With Ray standing next to me, and Sky holding his hand, we shook out heads.
"Man fuck this. I got a girl to worry about." I dapped him up and gave a soft hug to sky. "I'll see ya'll later." I said. "Alright man, say hi to Les for me." He said. "I got you." I said. "Bye Roc." Sky said as they walked away.
Jogging to my car I was only worried about one thing. My girlfriend. I had no time and gave absolutely no fucks about what was happening between Jessie and Prince. Petty shit. I had her to worry about. I got in my car and drove to the hospital, looking at he entrance I walk through at least twice a day. She been here for a couple weeks. They say she's getting better. Slowly. She's not even completely in a coma anymore. That's a good thing. She can't talk but she responds to me by doing simple things like touching my hand or holding my finger. The tricky thing is that she's sleep so I have no idea how she's doing that. I don't care though. I get to talk to her, so I'm good.
