The Next Day
Jessie POV
I woke up without any covers on me. I sat up and sighed. I’m glad last night was just a dream. I can’t help the fact that I love him. I love him too much and we’ve been through wayyyy too much for me to let him go. No not now not like this. I just don’t know if I’m ready to forgive him yet. To tell you the truth I don’t know what to do. I get up and take another shower and get dressed. I was wearing this:
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I walk downstairs wher emy mom was cooking. She had toast, waffels, and sausage. I grabbed all three and put them on my plate. As I was spreading the butter on my toast my mom started talking to me.
Jmom: Hey honey. You ok this morning?
Jessie: Yeah. Why do you ask?
Jmom: You’re just really quiet. And with last night and all-
Jessie: Mom! For the last time I’m not crazy, and I don’t need help because I know that’s what you’re thinking. I just had a really bad break-up and I had a nightmare about it. Okay? I’m fine now. Stop worrying.
Jmom: Okay Jessie. I just wanted to make sure. You know when this happened with your father-
Jessie: Mom please…..I don’t wanna talk about him right now.
Jmom: Okay Jess but we need to talk about him sometime. Its been 2 years already.
Jessie: And?! Whats your point?! I think you’re trying to forget about him. Well guess what?! I will NEVER forget my father!
Jmom: Who in the hell do you think you’re yelling at?!
That’s it, I couldn’t take it anymore.
Jessie: YOU MOM! I’m talking to you! Just because you replaced and forgot about my father doesn’t mean I have or ever will! You drove him away! This was all your fault! You ruined your marriage! You ruined my LIFE! You know how much I miss my dad?! I wanna go see him but noo, I can’t go because you don’t want me to be around his NEW family! If you hadnt cheated on him with ADAM I would be with my father right now! You know why you wont let me go?! Because you’re JEALOUS! You’re jealous of his new wife! But guess what? Just cause he replaced you…doesn’t mean he replaced me.
(damn that was long lol)
I finished. I didn’t mean for all of that to come out. I’ve just been holding it in for so long!
I was in the middle of my thoughts and out of nowhere her hand slapped the side of my face. Just like I did Prince. Just a little bit harder. I looked at her in surprise. She’s never hit me before.
Jmom: JESSIE ALISE JONES! HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT?! YOU THINK YOUR FATHER WAS PERFECT?! WELL HE WASN’T ! HE DID THINGS TO ME TOO! AND SINCE YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH GO LIVE WITH HIM! GET OUT RIGHT NOW THEN!
Jessie: (silent)
Jmom: I THOUGHT SO! NOW I DON’T WANNA HEAR ANOTHER WORD COME OUTTA YOUR MOUTH!
Jessie: Fine. How about 4? I. F*cking. Hate. You.
And with that I swipped my plate on the floor and ran upstairs to my room. Yeah I know. I’m such a badass. I ran upstairs, sprayed on my victioria secret blue raspberry perfume (I have that :D ), I pick up my gym bag and swing it over my shoulder….might as well go to the gym today. I walk back downstairs and see the food still on the floor and that my mom left. Ugh, I sighed and picked it up. Yeah, so much for being a badass. When I finished I ate a new waffle and some sausage, After that I made my way to my car and off to school I went.
