3 days later.
Jessie’s POV
Its been 3 days since I last talked to…Jacob. I tried calling him, but of course he’s not talking to me. I even tried calling Sky or Tracey to try to apologize. They won’t talk to me either. Nobody will. I still don’t understand what I did. What could I have done that made them hate me this much. Hell, my own future kids won’t even talk to me. I swear I think without me all their lives would be sooo much easier. I hope that’s not true. I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately. I looked at my clock that read 12:03. I’ve been up since 6:00. I slept the whole day. My mom made me eat, so if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t have. She asked me some questions but she still doesn’t know whats wrong with me, and I hope to keep it that way. I walked up the stairs from my living room and up to me room. I walked in, knocking down a picture of Jacob in the process. Remind me to burn that later. I got in my bed and snuggled up in my covers. Holding onto my pillow, pretending it was him. I hate my life right now.
School- the next day.
This morning sucked as usual. I got to school and went straight to my locker. I walked pass my ex-group. They were laughing and talking. Haha. But I do have to admit not being around them kinda has its perks. I can think now. I can worry about myself without having them down my neck.
I walked to my locker, put my books up, and when I turned around I bumped into someone, myself falling down.
“Aw my bad. You good?” He said as helped me up. “Yeah….thanks.” I said, taking his hand. I stood up and brushed myself off. He picked up my books and handed them to me. I noticed I hadn’t even looked up at my helpful encounter. I looked at him and I must say he was absolutely BEAUTIFUL. He had dreads, deep brown eyes, his style was great, and not even to mention his pretty little cheek bones.
“Wassup? I’m Caleb.” He said, licking his lips. I stared for a bit then answered: “Hey, I’m Jessie.” “Well, Jessie, why a beautiful girl such as yourself lookin’ all sad.” He said. I put a piece of hair behind my ear. “ What do you mean?” “I mean you standing here lookin’ odee depressed.”
Haha. I could tell he was from New York. He had the persona going on.
“It’s a long story.” I said looking back at Jacob who was now looking at me. I rolled my eyes and turned back to Caleb. “I mean, I got time.” He said smiling , showing his braces. Gosh, this boy is just all around fine! “Well actually not really. The bells about to ring.” I said laughing a little. It rung. “Haha I guess you’re right. You mind showing the new kid where AP Algebra is?” He said, obviously talking about himself. I smiled and little and nodded. “You’re lucky, that’s my first class too.” I said. “Perfect.” He smiled nodding. I closed my locker, walking away with Caleb. Thw whole way to class we just talked and laughed. I could get used to this guy..real quick. And you know the crazy part? While I’m with Caleb….whats-his-name never even crosses my mind. The even crazier part? I might like this.
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The picture is of Caleb. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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But yassss that boy is absolutely BEAUTIFUL. And if you don't think so...fuck yo opinion. Kay?
Anywayyyy, I know short but only the first part. Part two up probably later tonight and if not tomorrow.
