The Vampire Girl (Jasper hale fanfiction )

How am I supposed to tell him

I stared blankly at Carlise. I was not going to love to see my baby grow up. "I need to go Carlisle. I'm sorry I... just need to go." Thanks when I ran/stumbled out the door of the study.

"Lils where are you going?" Jazz asked me.

I ignored him and teleported to lake. I collapsed at the bank and looked at my self in the river.

My hair was slightly wavy around my slightly plump face. A strong wind blew my hair over my head piling into up. I looked sickly. My lips were a faded peach. My skin sparkled from the sun. I looked so different (top).  A tear traces it's way down my cheek. It fell off my chin.

My little babies.
My children.

Without a mother.

My husband.
My love.

I can't leave.
I looked back down at my reflection. Tears streamed down my face. Falling in the water.

Drip

Drip

Drip

Drip

"Lils? Hey are you okay." I heard behind me. The sweet voice of my love. He knelt down next to me.

"Lils what's wrong? What did Carlisle say?"

I turned to him. "Jazz. If I died. Would you take care of our children."

"Lilly what are you talking about? Your not going to die."

"Jazz... I will die. I will not survive the birth."

"No you can't... you completely healthy."

"Jasper." I made him look at me. "Look at me and understand I'm not healthy. I'm 12 I'm not supposed to have a kid. Let alone two."

"No I'm not going to let that happen we ca-"

"Jazzy there nothing we can do. But I'm not going to die anytime soon. We have a- a year" I swallowed the lump in my throat. He looked so hurt. His eyes looked half crazed. "Just remember my love that even if I die I will aleays love you."

A/N

Some major time skip are ahead so I'm sorry. I might not update as often. I have school and I'm freaking out because I'm going to ask my crush out. So I'm sorry if I'm not updating as often as you'll like just remember. THIS IS MY STORY I CAN UPDATE AS MYCG AS I WANT.