Letters

Stories

Father: now, we talk. We see each other all the time. He takes me to the train. What happened? I heard he was diagnosed with cancer. So, I wanted to be friends before he left. I wanted to tell him, that I forgave him. I stayed 2 days at the hospital, pre and post operation. He's doing fine now. Now, we are good friends. Although I know he can backstab me again, but what the hell I'm not the same little bitch as I was.

Love: he's just an ignorant. I thank God I didn't stay and he said he didn't feel a thing of my love. That's not my problem, seems like a him problem. He has issues.

Girl: she's doing fine. She's studying hard. We good friends and I would like to marry her. We go out once in a while, but we aren't a thing. I call her my best friend. I'm glad she's in my life.

Mom: she's crazy and alone. I stay with her once in a while. Her attitude, I just can't once in a while.

Grandma: she can't walk. We've kinda babied her. We have to shower her. She doesn't cook as good as before. She's always saying she's going to leave soon, I hope not. Life is a bitch so who knows. Gos bless her.

Brother: he's working his ass off. Although not so long ago, I gave him stuff and he was trying to be happy while being miserable. I guess being an adult can drive anyone crazy. Too many responsibilities. I would've killed myself. Go bro, you can do this shitty life!

God: he's in my life. But I don't go to church. And I haven't stopped believing. But what doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead. God makes us go through shit. Who knows how much we can hold on. Hope He can fix me. Save me from doing bad things to myself.

Blade: I wish for it so bad. I had stopped. But I desire it like I desire love from the one I love. The blade knows I can't do this on my own.

Angel: is nowhere near me. She can't help me on the house or my problems or anything. Because I'm scared on what will happen when grandma dies. Am I going home to my mother and suffer or kill myself. Be closed inside a damn room without good food. Without love or attention. Without being able to invite friends or go out.

Ghost: he's there in college. I see him often. He has only exchanged a few words. I don't know what to think. I have some care for him, but I bet he doesn't want it.

Waffles: haven't heard and don't care.

Oliver: I miss him still.

Anger: oh! Thanks to it I'm writing this chapter right now. I'm filled with it. Why, I don't know. Maybe because everything in love life is going wrong. And my studies because of my laziness, I'm not doing well. He left but now anger is back. Who knows until when and what he'll do.

Paramore: still waiting for their new album, that is, if they'll do one, which I think and saw things like a yes. But I heard they were confused if they should still Jeep going or not.

Pmore puta: he's around. I see him once in a while. I don't mind being with him, but I'm tired looking for people that won't do shit. You want me, come and get me because I already tried with you and you haven't done shit.

Suicide: well................... No............. No, there's no need. Fuck you.

Family: same old same old. Maybe worse. But I'm not caring a shit for them.

Robin: ha ha ha. I'm not caring a shit for her. Why, she's making a weird wrong move. I thought she was always busy that's why she didn't see or responded my messages. But I heard things. I'm not caring for anyone who backstabs me. I thought she was a real friend. So, how dare you? Invite the one I've always wanted. Ask me how much are they letting her out. Invite her to stay over. What the fuck! Like Oliver once said: true friends stab you in the front. I guess you weren't a true friend.

Step dad: not anymore. Gone from my mothers life. He was good. I'll miss you.

Exwife and Lulu: they're fine.